I hate having a conscience. I'd love to explain but for my sake and others its just way too complicated. See that's my conscience coming in again caring what may happen to others if I say what I really want to say or feel.
Anyways, I went to my first swing dancing class tonight, and I've never danced before in my life and rhythm is something my body is lacking but it was actually really fun. I got the basic steps to i believe its the east coast swing down fairly quickly and then I began to learn the Charleston, which i was totally lost at first and still sort of am but after working on it with a girl whose name I didn't get I sort of picked up the charleston a little better. It felt funny to be dancing but after awhile I felt a little bit more comfortable because I realized that everybody else was so who cares if i sucked. Haha, and the shooting start thing or whatever was fun and sorry for smashing into you when we were practicing Tara.
Other than that my day has been terribly uneventful and rather boring, my cough is doing better but now i think i'm getting an ear infection, I'll be pissed if i do because I don't want to be sick when I go up north next weekend. Anyways, I've realized that more upbeat and positive posts on here seem to get more replies but sometimes just gotta write other stuff sometimes...and Jaime I'm not an emo kid. :).
Anyways, time to go sit and contemplate things and try and figure out my ongoing battle in my head whether to say what I feel or just keep it to myself like usual.
Have a good evening and I'm going to leave with some song lyrics cause that's always fun and I absolutely love this song.
Bleed From Within - The Music
Shooting star across the desert sky
The sun is bleeding into my eye
I can't help but notice the way you talk
When darkness falls there will be war
I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding from within
I'm bleeding, You're bleeding from within
I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding from within
I'm bleeding
Just happened to be
The most precious night
That I have ever lived
And they're still fighting
I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding from within
I'm bleeding, You're bleeding from within
I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding from within
I'm bleeding
Burn Burn Burn Burn
Burn Burn Burn Burn
Burn Burn Burn Burn
Burn Burn Burn Burn
I said I'd like to know what I'm fighting for
I have no reason to die
F:
size="2">You've come upon a Rough
Stretch. Can
you make it through? You've come upon hard times.
Things aren't looking so good
to you and your life has seem to collapse into a
downward spiral. You've lost
your way and can't seem to find the right path to
take. You are probably
depressed and feeling lonely as you've lost sight
of those who love you. You may
wander through this road with a few others like you
and are able to comfort them
as they comfort you, but it is not enough. You've
lost something, maybe someone
close, and with it you lost your faith in life.
You're probably confused and
unsure what to do next. But the way will become
clear eventually. It always
does. This stretch that lies before you seems
never-ending and not worth
traveling. But don't let yourself fall, you may
have stumbled upon this,
but pick yourself up as best you can and hold on to
that little bit of faith you
have. The road isn't as endless as it seems. All
things, good and bad must come
to and end. This too shall pass and you'll be
amazed at what good lay beyond it
if you just find the strength within yourself to
try and make it.
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