OMG I remembered i had a LJ!
well hi there all!! hehe, ppl were getting mad at me for not writing in here, so i hope yall still check my lj! but yes....i dunno why i'm really writing, i guess i needed a break from that horrible horrible history studying...did i mention that history is HORRIBLE!!?? yes well...anyhoo...i thought while here i would mention that some ppl suck! what is with this all nobody being a good friend? yes we all make mistakes, but we don't go and hate ppl for it...and tell them to go to hell! what's up with that?! Sure i don't see my friends as much as i'd like to, but it doesnt mean that i'm gonna trash 'em or leave them and not be a good friend just cuz we only get to see each other at school. What happened to friendship meaning alot to ppl? and Best Friends Forever?! like hello? we all got into highschool and it all went to shit? if so i think that's pretty damn lame! sure we change and grow apart, but we're still gonna be there...especially for the ppl who we continue to befriend. Some ppl are lame, some ppl who i am "friends" with. And i only put Friends in quotes because they don't seem to be very good "friends" to thei other "friends" I'm in no way saying that anyone is miss treating me, but can think of a few ppl, who shall remain nameless, that need to grow up, and remember who their real friends are and not act like two year olds!!! I'm the last person on earth who wants to leave highschool and actually have to grow up...like hello?! ME work?! i don't think so, but i do know that with age comes maturity, and with turning 17 only a few days away for me, i'm starting to realize that i am growing up and i need to take responsibility for my actions...and you all should to. This isn't necissarily towards all of you, but there are some that need to really listen. We are grading this year, and you could lose some of your best friends if you don't open your eyes and see what is infront of you...there could be someone there who really needs you...i dunno, this could all be blabber, but it's stuff i'm noticing, and i dunno if anyone agrees with me, but with that said i am leaving...love me or hate me, if i call you my friend now, i'll be there for you to the end, and even if i don't call you my friend, i'm here....maybe, unless you're creepy, but that's for me to decide later...anyhoo, nite all! now u can;t say i don;t write in here...love peace and chicken grease...man i miss little joel, byee