This is great(just kidding!)
why do you do this to me? why do you have to bring things up that you don't even understand? I can't believe it! you make me so mad sometimes! i call to tell you that i care and that i'm here for you but you just tell me to call back or you'll call me. i don't even understand why i'm here, waiting for you. i'm just getting so tired of it. yes i am mad because i told you to go back with her. i'm not mad at you, i'm mad at myself. i'm tired of saying that. i am mad because i'm tired of telling myself that i can't make it. i can't do it on my own. it's just so hard to move on in life and make myself believe that i can find someone who doesn't treat me like shit. please forgive me. i'm just tired of getting my heart broken. you are your same old self. my life isn't the greatest, but i'll deal with it. i'll pick myself up and move on. my heart isn't the same and it never will be. i'll pick my broken, tattered heart off the ground and hand it to you.