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Last night was a very good night. I was at shelda's babysitting when i get a call from Dan. He wanted me to come over and party..I said i couldn't cause i was watching the kids...When i said that he got all sad and i felt really bad cause i really wanted to be with him. So i called Adam and he said he would take over and watch them for me so i could go over there. So Dan came and picked me up. Got back to his house and waited and waited and waited for mike to get there with the sutff. I don't remember what the name of it was cause they made it up. But it was fucking amazing. I had alot of fun. Dan was freaking out. He was so hyper it was great. I've never seen him act like that befor. It was great. There was this guy named jared there. He was super nice. Him and I started talking and like it was really awsome. We talked for a really long time. I told him what was going on with Dan and I. And like i read him some of my poems. He's just a super cool kid..And what made it even better was that Dan was happy that we were talking. He didn't get mad or anything. He like wants us to be friends. Hearing him say that...God it just made me so happy. Just knowing that he's ok with me talking and hanging out with guys now..It's just nice. Well everyone left to get something to eat..Well Dan and I kinda kicked everyone out cause we wanted to talk. I've never talked to him the way i did last night...I just let everything out. We talked for a really long time. He's not only someone i love with all my heart...But he's my best friend. I feel like i can talk to him about anything now. We are becoming alot closer these days..And i really like that. And i know it will make things better when we get back together. We just understand each other alot better now. And that's really good. I love him!
Rowley got sick..lol i felt bad but it was kinda funny. He had alot to drink. Everyone did..It was alot of fun. I might be going back over there tonight..I need to see if someone will take me over there..If they wont. Then i can't..and i'll feel bad. I wait leaving him!
Anyways Life is geting better. And i'm happy about that. But i'm going to get into the shower right now..i hope it makes me feel a little better..Then maybe i'll take a nap! Later all! Love you Dan! ~Lana~