just well you know
life has been confusing lately...went bowling last night with the p crew, as nicole put it! it was fun, i didn't do very well the first game, but well i was kickin butt on the second! i kept gettin spares!! i think chad was the only one that beat me on the second game! dude he was freakin hott as hell!
moving out in less than a month, can't wait! i'm getting really excited! so i think that i am really going to go back to the old store. i mean i'll be getting full time and well i don't think it'll be that bad. i'm hoping that i can get along with jess and jonathan more. pauline i miss you! but i think it'll be good for me. i'm going to miss everyone at the new store. but i know that i'll still be seeing a lot of them because i'll be living over there. and i have hung out with a lot of them. aww guys the beach was fun we need to do it again. but i think i want to try surfing this time. hmm guys think i can do it? chase wants to come with us next time to.
ok so what do you do when your in a tough situation that will either make you happy or that will make you unhappy. i mean i know that he is unhappy right now, and this morning we had a talk about what was going on with him, and he was like i just want to be happy. and i truely think that he is unhappy right now, he doesn't seem like he is happy at all. it's like i said though what if he makes the wrong decision, and i asked him that and he was like it doesn't matter i'm not making it because of something else, i'm making it because i want to be happy. it was a good talk, and it's just hard because i've never been in a situation like this and it's weird....he was like i want to get to know you, but are you going to give me a chance to get to know you and be able to earn my trust? he's a real sweet guy and he makes me smile. but i don't know, it's a long story, and a confusing situation...crystal what do i do???
guys are such confusing people and it sucks trying to figure them out. maybe we should all just quit and find new guys.....hmmm.....
moving out in less than a month, can't wait! i'm getting really excited! so i think that i am really going to go back to the old store. i mean i'll be getting full time and well i don't think it'll be that bad. i'm hoping that i can get along with jess and jonathan more. pauline i miss you! but i think it'll be good for me. i'm going to miss everyone at the new store. but i know that i'll still be seeing a lot of them because i'll be living over there. and i have hung out with a lot of them. aww guys the beach was fun we need to do it again. but i think i want to try surfing this time. hmm guys think i can do it? chase wants to come with us next time to.
ok so what do you do when your in a tough situation that will either make you happy or that will make you unhappy. i mean i know that he is unhappy right now, and this morning we had a talk about what was going on with him, and he was like i just want to be happy. and i truely think that he is unhappy right now, he doesn't seem like he is happy at all. it's like i said though what if he makes the wrong decision, and i asked him that and he was like it doesn't matter i'm not making it because of something else, i'm making it because i want to be happy. it was a good talk, and it's just hard because i've never been in a situation like this and it's weird....he was like i want to get to know you, but are you going to give me a chance to get to know you and be able to earn my trust? he's a real sweet guy and he makes me smile. but i don't know, it's a long story, and a confusing situation...crystal what do i do???
guys are such confusing people and it sucks trying to figure them out. maybe we should all just quit and find new guys.....hmmm.....