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Today was ok. You guys know about the guy that I have been writing about. I learned something that really made me a little nad and now I feel differently about him. I can't tell you exactally what the thing he told me was but I just feel so upset. I never even thought about anything like that because I thought that him and his gurl were over but I guess that he really does love her. I thought that he was that guy but now I have no way of getting him because what he told me keeps me from him because I want him to be there for his gurl. Its like I never even knew that he was even seeing anyone.UUGGGGHHHH. Why do guys have to be so dumb. What he did has changed the way I feel about thim but I will always be there for him because nothing can change that ever not even what he told me.
Its not fair everytime I like someone something always happens.Why do things have to be this way?? I like him so much and all but I know it wont work. I never want things to change EVER. I just wish he would have never told me but actually I'm glad he did. Now I know that something like that can happen to anyone. I feel for her though, I would never want to go through anything like that. I'm really glad that he is going to be there for her.
So in all things are good. I'm just so confused and really don'tknow how to feel.UGGGGGGHHHHHHH
Its not fair everytime I like someone something always happens.Why do things have to be this way?? I like him so much and all but I know it wont work. I never want things to change EVER. I just wish he would have never told me but actually I'm glad he did. Now I know that something like that can happen to anyone. I feel for her though, I would never want to go through anything like that. I'm really glad that he is going to be there for her.
So in all things are good. I'm just so confused and really don'tknow how to feel.UGGGGGGHHHHHHH