Oct 23, 2004 20:12
hmm.. ok.. so today i got to sleep in for the first time in like 3 weeks... which felt good. then i got ready n went out to breakfast/lunch with my mom and les. that was kool.. les said he was gunna give me like 25-30$ a week for food or w/e else i want.. and then i went to the pet store with my mom! HAHA! we were playing with the ferrets for like an hour! i want a hamster!! sooo badd!! hopefully i can get one! :) Then i went to Natalies house. and we both agreed that guys suck and they all need to die :) we then went to eastland and nat bought some gangsta shoez! haha i love her so much!!! hmm we walked around and shopped a lil and ate! lol . then we went and drove around w/joe for a lil. then stopped by my boat to see wut the rentals were up to tonite. which was nothing.. unfortunatly! lol.. well here i am.. sitting here.. alone. what joy! :(
well i have nothing else to say rite now.. but here are some quotes of how im feeling...
Cuz you make my life so confusing…
*Always tell someone exactly what you feel*
Mean what you say * And make it real * . .
Cause opportunities are lost in the blink of
an eye*But regret can last a -L i f e t i m e -
i DoNt need you anymore..
i wanna be like those girls in the movies
to have a guy so in love with her
it makes him drop to his knees
she's even on his mind, while he's
asleep at night....
Watch your b r o k e n dreams dance in and out of the beams of a neon moon
You don’t know how bad your hurting me…
The more guys i ` --> meet <-- the more i realize
how much i ' * only wanna be ' * with you ...
SoMe DaY YoU'LL *CrY* LiKe I CrIeD 4 U,
SoMe DaY YoU'LL *MiSS Me* LiKe I MiSSeD U.
SoMe DaY YoU'LL *NeEd Me* LiKe I NeEdEd U,
SoMe DaY YoU'LL *LuV Me* BuT I WoN'T LuV U.
although u may not luv me, although u may not care, if u ever need me, i'll {..ALwAyZ..} be there..ur heart may not be broken, ur heart may not be free, but if u ever need someone, u can .:.aLWayZ.:. count on me..
(..*.I knew from the beginning you were just a flirt, but yet I fell in love with you, knowing I'd get hurt.*..).
I know you'll never love me, I'm trying not to cry, but I must find the strength to kiss your lips good-bye.
Each time a rain drop fell I thought of you and how much you use to love me. And how much you use to kiss me. But there's just one thing, tell me this. Does your love ever return?