wooo wut a nite
so yah. today started off pretty cool. melissa and i went shopping then out to eat with her mom. i came home and took a shower then sophia came over and we went and got nick. hes so funny! we hung out here for a while then he had to leave and so sophia and i called up phil. him and pat came over then all of a sudden rob v. and alex k. showed up. which was kool. so yah we hung out for a while. but adam had called me while they were here and he sounded really pissed that i had all those guys over. and hes like im going to a party. and then i was like oh ok. well keep your tongue in your own mouth!! and hes like you do the same. i was like i will! i dont do things like that. and hes like oh ok i'll behave then. so we hung up and like 45 min later everyone left. and so i just went on line. and this kid mark came on. hes a friend from oak beach. hes really hott. but yah. anyways. he was telling me all the things i missed out on. and then hes like yah i hear you like me? im like uhh i dk ... i mean this kid knows about me and adam. so i didnt really know what to say. you know... so i was like yah i guess? i mean i dk. so hes like i think your really cute. i was like thats kool. lol. we gotta hang out sometime and all this other stuff. but yah then he had to go. so that was that. and then some other guys were talkin to me. and i dk . all these ppl i cud hook-up with or wut-not. but i just .. i dk.. i miss adam. and i have some strong feelings for him that i just cant let go of. and i dont know what to do. we live so far away, i just hate the thought of him over a friends house drunk with his ex that still likes him. i mean.. that spells out T-R-O-U-B-L-E rite there. so yah... im just kinda.. blah rite now.. i dunno what to do anymore... i just wish it was next summer so i cud figure this adam thing out. by the way this background pic is of him but its badddd cuz hes at work! lmao! hahahaha! well anyways i gotta go to bed i have to get up early tomorrow cuz i have an appt. ttyl... xoxo
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