UGHH!!!!!!
WOW I HAVE NEVER FELT SO LITTLE AS I DID TODAY! THE ONE THING THAT I LOVED, I NOW HATE. I NEVER THOUGHT THIS WOULD MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THIS BUT NOW THAT I REALIZE IT WAS A WASTE OF TIME I WISH THIS WOULD HAVE NEVER HAPPEN BUT OH WELL I GUESS THAT IS LIFE. RIGHT? SO WHAT NOW? WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE? I MEAN THE ONE THING THAT I LOVE IS NOW GONE I FEEL LIKE I AM LACKING SOMETHING THAT WAS A GREAT PART OF ME WITHOUT IT. I MEAN EVERYTHING WAS GOING AS USUAL BUT TODAY JUST HAD TO HAPPEN AND IT HAD TO END UP LIKE THIS. WELL I AM OUT OF IT SO THAT IS ALL FOR NOW.