Mar 23, 2005 00:29
I never write in here anymore. It seems like the only time I do is to remember her, but i'm okay with that.
We just got back from Florida. I'm so thankful that we had such great times, but something was always missing... obviously. I watched a few of the girls sit down at a bench at MGM just big enough for one more- to take pictures, one more that had been in those very pictures a year ago. They looked up and cried. I cried too.. I should have known I couldn't make it through the trip without tears. I think last year just set the bar too high. It would have been impossible to conquer that extent of fun. I don't know what I would do without the dance team. Who else would i sing daughters with in a circle, or cry with before and after big events... or anything. I love those girls, every one of them.