Lindz
Drove past her house today again on the way to the dentist- and I actually didn't cry.. but then i remembered how she had to get 11 cavities filled from eating lemons all the time. Laughed, then cried. She's still in my phone- Lindz, Lindz cell, she still has her own group on my buddy list that she made because she had so many screen names. My music file is still slow opening because of all the songs she downloaded. My gumball machine is still half empty- just from the ones she ate... I can't come to grips with never seeing her again.. and I won't. I had the best christmas since i can remember and it just makes me feel guilty.. because the heath's deserve the same.. sure my cookies and poinsetta made them feel good for a few minutes but it's not enough. Nothing is. .. I see instant messenger info's getting smaller where people write rip lrh.. or something similar- but the ones who really loved her are writing more.. hoping to remember her more as we miss her more. It's getting so hard..