feelings to deap

[shortnsexy0813]

I can feel the tears in my eyes,
but i don't know why they are there,
loosing my best friend again,
one pain i never wanted to feel again,
money is all that matters apparently,
with no money there would be nothing,
because the way this world has become.
I want to inhale the cancer,
until i no longer have pain,
that could take months, even years.

I thought this depression was gone long ago,
but its coming back to haunt me.
Nothing stays good forever,
not even half of forever.