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[shortnsexi5675]

im sick of him && his drama. i hate him. i hate how he makes me feel. the sad thing is i still cling to every word that comes out of his mouth. out of all the compliments i get from other people i choose instead to listen to him tear me down everyday. the person who has lied to me and hurt me more than any other person in my life is the person i believe. its not like he has ever given me a reason to trust a fucking word that comes out of his mouth. he just needs to leave me alone. i cant take any more of this..i honestly cant

But I believe in you so much
I could die for the words that you say
But I believe in you so much
I could die from the words that you say

But you're chasing the ghost of a good thing
Haunting yourself as the real thing 
Is getting away from you again
While you're chasing ghosts