dear mom.
because i know you read these. you are the reason i'm afraid to depend on anyone. you are exactly what i never wish to be. when i have a child, i'm going to be opposite kind of mother you are. my worst fear is being anything remotely close to what you are. mother daughter relationships should be about love and trust. you find pleasure in breaking me down .since i've been little. i've been wanting out of our "home" since i was about eight years old. that's not NORMAL. stop using me as a scapegoat for your pathetic life. i'm going to school. i've had the same job for three years. i only go out on the weekends. i'm not a terrible child. but you, are a terrible mother. and everyone knows it. are you aware?