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He fel asleep while talking to me on MSN last night...that is why he didn't answer me. He called me in the morning before he left for work to tell me that he was still alive.
I worry over things I shouldn't worry about sometimes....
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I have been having alot of dreams recently related to Stelzig....which is werid, because I have never had THIS many dreams in a row about him...nomrally it's just one or two sparatically.
This dream involved both of his sisters and his sister Michelle's finacee Brian. We were all sitting around talking. And I was on Stelzig's lap (this part of the dream felt soooo real) he was holding me close. And while we were all talking he would randomly kiss my cheek, top of my head, and hands...
I didn't want to wake up from this dream, but I was woken up from this dream by Stelzig calling me...who could ask for a better way to be woken up from a good dream? :-)
i miss him alot today...I tend to live on a dilay basis with this. Somedays I miss him, but I can deal with it....today I miss him alot and just want him here with me.
He took every other weekend in July off so we could be together though! Which is extremely nice, especially since if he wanted to he could work everyday and get more money.
So as long as I get a job that is nice about letting me take a few days a month off...I will be happy, but I NEEED a job!
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:-D Yeah...just me being me right now...
EC! Have fun with Jon today (and the rest of the month)!!! Make sure to not forget about us woodbury folk this month! We want to meet this boy of yours!!!!
I worry over things I shouldn't worry about sometimes....
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I have been having alot of dreams recently related to Stelzig....which is werid, because I have never had THIS many dreams in a row about him...nomrally it's just one or two sparatically.
This dream involved both of his sisters and his sister Michelle's finacee Brian. We were all sitting around talking. And I was on Stelzig's lap (this part of the dream felt soooo real) he was holding me close. And while we were all talking he would randomly kiss my cheek, top of my head, and hands...
I didn't want to wake up from this dream, but I was woken up from this dream by Stelzig calling me...who could ask for a better way to be woken up from a good dream? :-)
i miss him alot today...I tend to live on a dilay basis with this. Somedays I miss him, but I can deal with it....today I miss him alot and just want him here with me.
He took every other weekend in July off so we could be together though! Which is extremely nice, especially since if he wanted to he could work everyday and get more money.
So as long as I get a job that is nice about letting me take a few days a month off...I will be happy, but I NEEED a job!
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:-D Yeah...just me being me right now...
EC! Have fun with Jon today (and the rest of the month)!!! Make sure to not forget about us woodbury folk this month! We want to meet this boy of yours!!!!