Oct 28, 2004 18:55
Everything seems to get taken away from me. I try to be nice to everyone, i try to be a good kid. They say karma sucks, but i don't know what i have done to anyone. I wish i could go back to the beginning of 8th grade when everything was perfect. I didn't have to worry about my friends, or my school work, or guys even. I was in my own little world where nothing could hurt me...but now i've grown up....i know that no matter how much i care about someone, they won't always be around.
My cat was hit by a car today. I got out of work, got into the car...my dad was crying. I asked him what was wrong and he said Maxine was dead. I couldn't believe it. Some asshole had hit her and left. They didn't even stop to see wether she was ok. THEY JUST KEPT ON GOING, LIKE NOTHING EVEN HAPPENED!Now shes dead...i have 2 bury her this weekend. Now, because of someone's carelessness, my cat is in a box on my front porch...I came home and was able to say goodbye. My dad closed the box after i said mmy goodbye. It happened only 15 minutes before i got home...when i pet her...she was still warm.I miss her already.