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My life has changed a lot. The funny thing being a girl/woman...all your life you imagine finding your Mr.Right and settling down and getting a house.. Well, that has happened to me. I enjoy it don't get me wrong.. but just sometimes I miss how life use to be. I miss seeing friends all of the time and etc.
I am always inviting friends and people over- but I guess they think that since we are married that we don't have time for freind anymore. It kinda hurts. I miss the relationships that I use to have with my friends. Right before you get married all your close friends are around you so much getting ready for the wedding and everything..then afterwards..POOF, they are gone!
I guess today is is bothering me more then other times. When we first got married I had a few close friends. They came over the house a few times. They would always say that they would be over so much that I would think that they were living here..well that never happened.
One friend got a boyfriend and seems to have disappeared to the world. The other one graduated from collage and is always with other friends. I guess it just bothers me that so many things were mantioned and plans kinda made and yet I never see any of them any more.
Wow, my most enjoyment in a long time was going out shopping with my sister-in-law today. Nothing is wrong with my sister-in-law, she's great. A few years older then me..but I still miss my friends a lot. I just hate the fact that after I got married it seems like I have not friends any more...None around here anyways- I have one close friend that lives in North Carolina..I love her to death but the distance sucks so much.
Thanks for putting up with my ranting......I needed to get that out it was really bothering me a lot today.