ready for something new
ok so its been forever since ive uPdated and ive been thinking a lot lately. first of all this year is flying by which really makes me sad, bc so far this has been the most awesome year of my life! my roommates are amazing and the tiki bar is the coolest room ever. this is gonna sound suPer nerdy, but whatever i am kind of a nerd and i'm ok with that, i really enjoy my classes this year. this is the first time in my life that ive felt that my classes are actually PreParing me for my future. i seriously love notre dame and everything that comes along with going to school here. i'm so glad i came here, like i fit really well with all of the other PeoPle. well most of them anyways. the camPus is the most beautiful Place i've ever seen and even tho its cold i love the changing seasons! so this year the social scene has been really fun! basically a lot of really fun Parties in sorin and some off camPus ones. my friends here are awesome and i really wish that i had met more PeoPle like them earlier in life. basically the main reason i wanted to write this entry is bc i have come to a decision and i Plan on sticking to it. i've decided that i'm done with random hook uPs. they are not fulfilling and its very very rare that anything ever comes of them. while i'm sure theres some attraction between the two PeoPle, it doesnt go anywhere and actually ruins any chances you may have had with the Person if the random hook uP had not occurred. so i am not going to take Part in these anymore. i really want a real relationshiP with someone. i feel like as a soPhomore in college i should stoP behaving so immaturely. i want to find someone that i really want to be with. however, i do not want to be imPatient and settle, i want to find someone that i really like and that really likes me. if it takes a while then thats unfortunately how it has to be. so thats what ive decided. enough random meaningless hook-uPs. its time for something real. also on a lighter note, i taught my dad the words, bling and emo this weekend. i think thats awesome. anyways i cannot wait for my moni and ant to come in 2 weekends. its gonna be sooo fun. well time to get to work so the raPage that my classes do to me this week isnt quite so severe and Painful. Peace out jiggas!!