So much for my happy ending.

Nov 01, 2004 00:53

I don't know where life is taking me now.
I guess when everyone graduates they completely grow up into new people. I don't know what I am going to be, because I don't know where the road is taking me.
I don't want my life to be without Ryan but I don't know where to begin on getting him back.
Jeremy told me Ryan has naked pictures of Tiffany on his phone. That shit makes me sick. Everytime I think about her I want to kill her. Damn homewrecking bitch. I never thought that a person could hate another person so much. I wish that I could whoop Tiff's ass but I can't. I just have to steal her man the way she stole mine. I have to take him back.
He has a bond with me. He is going to be forever drawn to me because of Aiden and he will always love me in some way shape or form the same love I have for him. I just have to figure out how to bring out the love. LOL... that sounds funny.
Maybe I should just give up, and let him come back on his own time. I just can't bring myself to lose him. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?
I know I was terrible for things I did, but everything wasn't my fault. I am going to start by trying to not be a bitch.
I know if he will still have sex with me, that means deep down he has feelings for me right?
AH! i AM TOO CONFUSED RIGHT NOW TO TALK.

--> Britt
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