I hate homework.
With the members of my household at each others' throats, there is no way in hell I can concentrate on an emulative desposition essay for english. I give up. Homework is a perfect example of how useless the education we are "acquiring" is. Doing 15390935 problems using the same concept is not going to teach me Pre-Calculus. Similarly, writing an essay on The Crucible and soaking the paper in coffee to make it look "authentic" will not assist me on the AP English Language test in May. Idiotic and insane teachers that think they actually deserve to be credited with a degree need to be checked into the nearest Asylum for Demented Human Beings because they don't realize they are ruining our lives. Ugh. Am I the only one who sees this?! My junior year in high school is proving to be a waste. Except for Biology. Thank goodness for teachers like Mr. Payne. He keeps me sane.
On that optimistic note, I am once again getting vibes that the world hates me. According to a LJ buddy, Azul, the bane of our existence is caring what other people think of us.
She writes, "you'll never be happy if you are stuck pretending to be...i think it's ironic that the last person that most people worry about, in making an impression in the world, is themselves. that should be number #1." (She's a smart cookie, eh? Check out her LJ.)
Unfortunately, while I am mature enough to realize the sense in this, I am not quite advanced enough to figure out how to proceed in following it. So until then, I will screw up the remaining relationships in my life while cursing the stupidity of my instructors and trying to find an alternative.
Comment or I'll eat you.
On that optimistic note, I am once again getting vibes that the world hates me. According to a LJ buddy, Azul, the bane of our existence is caring what other people think of us.
She writes, "you'll never be happy if you are stuck pretending to be...i think it's ironic that the last person that most people worry about, in making an impression in the world, is themselves. that should be number #1." (She's a smart cookie, eh? Check out her LJ.)
Unfortunately, while I am mature enough to realize the sense in this, I am not quite advanced enough to figure out how to proceed in following it. So until then, I will screw up the remaining relationships in my life while cursing the stupidity of my instructors and trying to find an alternative.
Comment or I'll eat you.