[I've been waiting all my life to finally find you just so I can push you away]

Jan 06, 2005 21:18


Hung out with Manda the other day! It was fun. I love honey mustard! Ali comes back in a couple of weeks. I must say that I am rather excited and have missed him. I'm going back to Florida in April or this summer. It will be nice. My hands are really cold. I think I need to put mittens on : / Chris's Birthday is Saturday. Im going to make him a cake. I hope that I don't eat it lol. Sorry Nate ya still love me though ;) This weekend I'm hanging out with Shaunte and we are going to hit up the mall. Tomorrow I hope to see Samantha. Today we had early release for school and we got out at 12. It was nice to come home and go back to bed.. *sigh* :)

Random thought: What's up with all these 17/18 year olds getting engaged?  God, You have you're whole life ahead of you..

Personally.. Marriage freaks me out.  I mean.. how can you promise to feel the same way and be in love with one person for the rest of your life? Maybe when you find that person it is meant to be and you will.. But I'm not too sure.. people change and it's sad but emotions do as well and most humans can't control that. Maybe I just don't understand this whole love thing. I've given up hope. You only get hurt in the end. Nothing lasts forever.. But maybe.. maybe that feeling of being inlove..feeling like your on top of the world..maybe its all worth it?

<3

Abrazos y besos
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