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Real men wear kilts. I threw up 7 times yesterday. I think that takes talent. I had to miss the Brahms Requiem which I am NOT happy about at all, dammit. I need to clean the fishtank. I think I feel my headache coming back. I have to help Johanna do prep work tomorrow, then Wednesday I get to help 56 little children to make doggie pops and fruit kabobs. Not all at once, thank GOD. I got a flat tire yesterday so today I drove to the tire place, got all confused, called dad, he didn't call back so I had to hope I was telling them to do the right thing and then my father calls back as soon as they finished and I'm walking out the door. Oh yeah, and I left without paying so I ended having to drive all the way back. My family is driving me insane. My friend is driving me insane. Oooh boy, am I pissed at her right now. She doesn't know it yet. Long story, don't wanna tell it, I might puke again. I can't wait to hit the beach. Tomorrow, definitely tomorrow. If it doesn't freaking rain again. Have you ever been afraid to eat? Because I'm terrified right now. I've kept everything down today and I'm feeling much better but I'm still nervous. Seven times can traumatize a person. I'm so pissed I missed that concert. I might order a recording, but it just doesn't make up for the real deal in concert, you know? God, I miss my chorus so bad that I sometimes wish I had given in and gone to URI just so I can sing with them. Liturgical choir is fun, but it doesn't replace Lauridsen, Mozart or Bach. I miss that adrenaline rush of singing a classical masterpiece, you know? *Sigh* I've pretty much resigned myself to the fact that I may never be a part of an organization like the Chorus again, but it doesn't make it any easier. Yeah, like I've said, I don't really get homesick, I get chorus sick. I'm having a particularly bad case right now. Maybe that's why I was puking everything up yesterday. Well, tty'all lata, miss u sjc peoples!