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10:16pm 21/03/2004
If you read this leave me a comment cuz i wanna know who reads this
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*:o)*
10:58am 20/03/2004
mood: aggravated
Aww i had fun with holly last night! She picked me up at like 7 then we went up to taco bell to see her 'cute boy toy' as my mom calls him. and then we went to d.q and were talkin to clarissa n got my mom some ice cream then to the ice cream to my house and then we went up to hungey howies to see jesse and then i came home and went to sleep lol ill prolly write later or tomorrow i dunno!
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WOW
08:53am 19/03/2004
mood: excited
music: Some old school britney LOL
WOW! Sorry i havent updated fer a whole week lol! Well last weekend was SooooOoo much fun! Thursday holly picked me up and we went searchin all around wayne fer diet pepsi fer her mom and it seemed like nobody had it finally we found some at 7 eleven! Friday mornin around 9 we left for CHICAGO! Jamie had a hockey tournament there omg it was so fun so ill start with friday!
*Friday* We left for chicago at 9. The McCafrey's (Stephanie, Timmy, Nichole, Parker and Nicholes friend Ericha and abby rode with them) followed us we arrived at the hotel at about 3:00 after we went to burger king (oh yeah on the way there it seemed like everytime we stopped at a gas station timmy had to get his stupid skate board out i swear to god that kid is retarted lol) and we got unpacked and then holly mom and dad and jamie and abby left for jamie's hockey game. Holly an I didnt feel like going but ya we hung out with Nicole and Ericha (our 12 yr old posse) then we met one of the other hockey teams that were there and we hung out with them. Then about 7 we had to go to the pizza party coach had for the hockey team then me and holly just went around the hotel n got yelled at by the STUPID security guards then when the hockey team that we met got back from there game we hung out with them a lil more!
*Saturday* We didnt have a game untill 8:30 p.m. so we just hung around the hotel. OMG the elevator crashed with four 8 year olds in it. The firefighters the police and the ambalence all came i felt so bad for them and there families. When the hockey team that we met left for the game they were like why dont you guys wish us goodluck so me and holly say goodluck and erica yells out break a leg then nicole yells out break an arm the parker screams BREAK A FREAKIN NECK omg it was so funny but stupid adam comes back with his arm wrapped up and says he broke his arm lol but really he didnt he just was being dumb lol sry Adam! so then at about 6:30 we left to go to the rink cuz it was an hour away n we got lost on the way there and we had to back up along the side of the freeway! That rink smelled so bad omg stupid B*O of all the hockey players....but it was fun they won (go Wayne Devils) (holly...Hat, Cap, Helmet whatever its called) but after the game we went back to the hotel n we werent there 5 mins and Matt was knockin on our room door askin if we gonna come out! lol StUpiD bOYZ! haha but ya we hung out with them for a while like 2 1/2 hours lol
Sunday* We had to get up early cuz we had at game at 10:50 a.m they tied that game so they were still able to play the game at 4:10 so we went back to the hotel finsihed packin back up and then it was the bright idea of the 14 15 year olders on the hockey team to go to Hooters lol it was fun tho except gettin hit with spit wads by sean olderman and those stupid gun things by eric bonsall next time i see you too your gettin your ass kicked lol so then we had to go back up to the rink at 3 and they played and kicked SYLVANIA ASS lol kevin dont get cross checked by the girl! haha but ya so they won there lil championship thingy. I got some pictures of it and when timmy n jamie got there medals! It was funny how they threw there gloves, helmet and stick down when they won! They deserved to win! Kevin dye is TACO MAN! haha
Kevin: Holly wheres my taco
Holly: Get your own fuckin taco kevin!
Wow that weekend was sooOo much fun!
i <3'd it~!
I hope they get to go to the tournament next year and next year i will be at all the hockey games. I promise!
Hockey is my new favorite sport :o) ~~!!!
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*UmMmMm*
06:37pm 11/03/2004
I am staying the night at hollys tonight and then tomorow were leaving for chicago so ill update when i get back sunday night or i might now update untill monday after school!
I WORK MONDAY! :O)
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I love surveys
06:31pm 11/03/2004
mood: sleepy
Basically...
your name please?: Sammy Jo :o)
location as of now:: My bedroom
place you wish you were:: with holly
zodiac sign:: virgo
chinese zodiac sign:: I don't know *makes mental note to find out*
got a/any lover(s)?: Um, no.
Favourites...
colour:: baby yellow and baby purple
time of day:: Night
subject in school:: Don't have one.
celebrity:: Marykate and Ashley Olsen
type of music:: lots
candy flavor:: Umm.... this question confuzzles me... Vanilla I guess.
television programa:: 7th heaven, 8 simple rules...
Dog or Cat?...
spotted or striped?: Probably stripped, but it depends. (I did have a diff. answer before my realization, but I went back and changed it, hehe.)
dead or alive?: Omg! Alive!! You horridible person. Oh... wait... I just read the next q and I realize now it's not all about dogs and cats... that was just a title... nvmd. :-)
up or down?: Depends
heaven or hell?: Heaven.
hippopotamus or patypus?: I'm too indecisive for this...
light or dark?: light
rain or shine?: shine
black and white or technicolor?: Too many things to consider with these choices... can't take it...
have you evers...
smoked a cigarette?: Phew... yes or no q's. Yay! No, I haven't.
smoked weed...anyother drug of choice?: No.
had sex?: No.
been cheated on?: Not that I know of.
ran away?: LOL... there was this time in like 2nd or 3rd grade when we all planned this HUGE runaway escape... we saved up food from our lunches and everything. Of course, we didn't go through with it
skipped classes?: nopers
had a party without your parents knowing?: *Ponders* No, I haven't... well I had a suprise party for both of them, and they both knew about it, but they both thought it was for the other person... *exhales*... so yeah.
stole anything relatively valuable (not a stick of gum)?: No.
passed out?: yep
for or against:
pre-marital sex?: for
abortion?: It's right for some people, I'm sure, but not for me. The only time I think somebody has a right to get an abortion is if they are raped... that's the only way it seems right.
animal rights?: for
urban sprawl?: Umm... right?
self mutilation?: Depends on the self-mutilation. Starving yourself? No way. Cutting? Understandable. It just depends on what it is, and how serious/often it's done.
drugs?: Against, unless it's like medicine, where it can help you.
guns?: AGAINST.
war?: Pretty much against... there are certain EXTREME circumstances, but for the most part, I'm against.
arranged marriages?: Against... people should marry who they love. Some things like blind dates are okay, but to marry without necessarily even loving each other, is just crazy. I respect that it'
those [stupid] reality-marry-for-money shows?: against
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..boring..boring...BORING
09:36pm 08/03/2004
mood: bored
Wow yesturday was boring i uh..ate dinner at my grandma's and grandpas
Today my grandpa got out of the hospital :o) and i went over there house and washed my grandmas hair but i didnt want to my mom made me then i went to Hollys and we watched 'Sweet home alabama' aww i love that movie I <3 reese witherspoon!
After i left hollys i had a meeting up at D.Q at 6 :o) yeah i get to start working i would of worked a day this weekend but ill be in CHICAGO with holly so i put my name n Mon, Wed, and Saturday! umm..i might be switching wed with friday tho cuz i was putting everyones names on the calander and Zach smith told me to put Risa's name somewhere on there so i put her on for friday and i asked zach if she had cheer and he said he didnt know so i just told him to tell her if she needed me to switch her i would so um..yeah that about all that happened!!
Lata
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*What a week*
08:37am 07/03/2004
mood: excited
Wow um well i i'll update starting last monday!
**Monday** I dont remember if i did anything lol
**Tuesday** Me and holly were doing the whole "molly" thing lol it was funny, but Brian found out about lol but it was still funny and it still is :o) sorry brian! um..after that me and holly went up to Jesse's work (hungry howies) and said hi to her because we love her lol um then after that i think i went home lol
**Wednesday** it was a HALFDAY! All I did was go to holly's (as usual) and we went and got pizza at little ceaserz and we just goofed off around her house and at the palace supermarket :o) I love my Holly
**Thursday** i didnt do anything all i did was go up to Annapolis to see my Grandpa AND my grandma they were both in the hospital. Holly had to work today
**Friday** Me and Holly went to Sally's to get all her supplies for our 350 practicle in coz (its monday :o() um...then we went to hollys work Taco Bell to get some free food lol and we went there to see SeXy Kevin LMAO *Special ScRaBbLr* Im loving it! (insider) after that i didnt do anything but go up to the hospital and staying the night at my grandma's because there was no power at my house becasue of the high winds i guess :o/
**Saturday** I had alot of running around to do my power came back on at about 5:34 my brother said. um..after i did all my running around and holly got off work she picked me up and we went to k-mart cuz she needed to get a duffle bag and me and her ended up both buying black sandals there really cute i got a white pair too but holly didnt um..then we went up to DAIRY QUEEN OH MY GOD i was so excited i have to go to a meeting up there at 6 on monday so once i start working ill let everybody know and you better come see me lol!!!
**Sunday** Well its only 8:37 A.M so ill write about today later :o)
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*13 things about you*
08:08pm 06/03/2004
13 Things About You
====================
1. Someone in this world loves you, in some way.
2. A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
3. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
4. You mean the world to someone.
5. Without you, someone may not be living.
6. You are special and unique, in your own way.
7. Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you.
8. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
9. When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world.
10.When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it.
11.Always remember compliments you received, forget about the rude remarks.
12.Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know.
13.If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. If you choose, send this letter to as many people as you care about, you'll brighten up someone's day, and might change their perspective on life, for the better!
~Author Unknown~
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Havent updated
06:07pm 06/03/2004
mood: flirty
Hey I havent updated in a while but i will majorly update later. Right now im Waiting for Holly (bestfriend) to comeget me so we can go $hopping :o) (every girls fav past time :o) ) Right now i am really missing and wanting to talk to *someone* so bad :o/ I really like him and i shouldnt cuz hes gonna break my heart. As usual who doesnt break my heart :o( Ive seriously given up on finding someone to love and some to give my heart too. Im gonna just find a guy to have *fun* with (and no im not a slut, im a virgin thankyou :o) ) but seriously i need some fun in my life its SoooOoo boring oh well.. lata people
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*Another Survey*
03:33pm 29/02/2004
mood: indescribable
[ series 1 - general info ]
-- Name : Sam
-- Birthdate : 9*14
-- Birthplace : Garden City MI
-- Current Location : Wayne Mi
-- Eye Color : Blue
-- Hair Color : Brown
-- Righty or Lefty : Righty
-- Zodiac Sign : virgo
-- Innie or Outtie : innie
[ series 2 - your favorite ]
-- Music : Lotz
-- Cartoon : euchre
-- Color : orange
-- Slushy Flavor : Mt. Dew
-- Magazine : seventeen & Cosmo
-- TV Show : What i like about you
-- Movie : How to deal
-- Song : lots
-- Language : english
-- Spice Girl : haha old school.. Baby
-- Subject in School : yuck.
-- Ice Cream Flavor : Vanilla
[ series 3 - what is ]
-- Your most overused phrase on aol : lol and um
-- The first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning : I wanna go back to sleep
-- The Best Name for a Butler : jenkins
-- The wussiest sport : Bad mitton
-- Your best feature : uh.. hair?
-- Your bedtime : whenever
-- Your greatest fear : never being loved
-- Your greatest accomplishment : : /
[ series 4 - you prefer ]
-- Pepsi or coke : pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King : McDonalds
-- Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers : chicken nuggets I <3 them everyday before cos lol holly and jesse
-- Dogs or cats : cats
-- Rugrats or doug : rugrats
-- Single or taken : single
-- Monica or Brandy : brandy
-- Tupac or Jay-Z : Tupac
-- Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes : Shania baby
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea : ew.
-- One pillow or two : actually i sllep w/ 7
-- Chocolate or vanilla : vanilla
-- Hot chocolate or hot cocoa : hot chocolate
-- Cappucino or coffee : ew
-- Boxers or briefs : boxers
[ series 5 - do you ]
-- Take a shower everyday? : yeaaa
-- Have a(any) crush(es)? : yup
-- Want to go to college? : yes, i do
-- Like high school? : i dont know
-- Want to get married : yes
-- Type with your fingers on the right keys? : nooo
-- Believe in yourself? : sometimes
-- Have any tattoos/where? : nahh
-- Have any piercings/where? : ears abd top and bottom of belly botton
-- Get motion sickness? : no
-- Think you're a health freak? : psshh noo
-- Get along with your parents? : most of the time
-- Like thunderstorms? : ya
[ series 6 - the future ]
-- Age you hope to be married : 23
-- Numbers and Names of Children : 2 boys austin and tyler and 2 girls bailey nichole and riley
-- Where do you see yourself at age 20? : being in college
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? : physical theripst
-- What country would you most like to visit? : poland
[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
-- Best eye color? : Blue
-- Best hair color? : blonde or a dirty blonde
-- Short or long hair? : short
-- Best height? : tall like around 6'0
-- Best weight? : ehh. i dont know just not fat lol
-- Best articles of clothing? : pants
[ series 8 - other ]
-- When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? : last night
-- How many rings until you answer the phone? : when i get there
-- How many houses have you lived in? : like 9 lol ive moved alot
-- How many schools have you gone to? : 6
-- What color is your bedroom carpet? : light brown
-- Would you shave your head for $5000? : nope
-- If you were stranded on a desert island and you could only take three things with you what would you
take? : a boat.
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[ nicknames ]: Sam Sammy Jo lil one, Lil shorti
[ born in ]: Garden City
[ resides in ]: wayne
[ good student ]: normal.
[ eyes ]: blue
[ hair ]: brown
[ shoe size ]: 6 1/2
last time you...
[ had a nightmare ]: couple nights ago
[ said "i love you" and meant it ]: last month..
[ ate at mcdonald's ]: friday
[ dyed your hair ]: 3 months
[ brushed your hair ]: today
[ washed your hair ]: today
[ checked your e-mail ]: today
[ cried ]: my heart cried today
[ called someone ]: 12:08 pm
[ smiled ]: this morning
[ laughed ]: earlyer
[ talked to an ex ]: umm long time ago
do you...
[ sleep with stuffed animals? ]: nopes
[ have a dream that keeps coming back? ]: no
[ play an instrument? ]: the flute a little bit
[ remember your first love? ] never been in love
[ still love him/her? ]: no
[ read the newspaper? ]: rarely
[ have any straight friends? ]: Alll i think
[ consider love a mistake? ]: NEVER
[ believe in god? ]: Yeah
[ go to church? ]: no
[ have any secrets? ]: everyone does
[ have any pets? ]: Cats- Baby and Winky dogs- Harley, buddy, chico
[ talk to strangers who instant message you?]: yeah
[ wear hats? ]: not really
[ have any piercings? ]: Ears and belly botton twice
[ have any tattoos? ]: no
[ hate yourself? ]: no
[ have an obsession? ]: Uh
[ have a secret crush? ]:wouldnt you like to know
[ collect anything? ]: nope
[ have a best friend? ]: yeah
[ like your handwriting? ]: sum days
[ have any bad habits? ]: worrying is the worst, cracking my knuckles
[ care about looks? ]: Yeah
[ boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: depends
[ believe in witches? ]: yeah
[ believe in satan? ]: yeah
[ believe in ghosts? ]: yeah
your current...
[ dress ]: forever 21 jeans nd AE shirt
[ mood ]: ehh.. ok
[ music ]: whatever is on the radio
[ taste ]: red bull
[ hair ]: Down
[ annoyance ]: Guys
[ smell ]: Clinique happy
[ thought ]: I WANT HIM
[ book ]: none
[ fingernail color ]: pink
[ refreshment ]: red bull
[ worry ]: about what a boy is thinking
last person...
[ you touched ]: my mom
[ you talked to ]: my mom
[ you hugged ]: holly
[ you instant messaged ]: Zilka
[ you yelled at ]: my brother
[ who broke your heart ] dont wanna talk about this
[ you kissed ]: Sammi Cannon we were blowing kissees to each other at mcdonalds
who do you want to...
[ kill ]: noone
[ slap ]: A Couple
[ tickle ]: Anyone whos willing :_p
[ talk to ]: holly
[ have sex with ]: lmao
[ be like ]: myself
number of people on my lj friends list: 2.. any is welcome to look
...whom I've met in person: 1
...whom I've met in person more than once: 1
...who have been to my house: 1
...whose precise geographic location I know offhand: huh?
...whose full names I know offhand: not including middle name is 1..
...whom I've followed/been in touch with for more than 3 years: zerrrooo
...who live outside my country: um? dont no.
...whose journal I consider myself "addicted" to: kianis 'er laurens
...whom I've lived with: 0
...who's an ex: 0
...who I'd do: 0
...who I've done: 0
...who I have a secret crush on: 0
...who I have a not so secret crush on: 2
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Spell your first name backwards: ahtnamas
[ x ] The story behind your user name?:uh?
[ x ] Are you a lesbian: no
[ x ] Where do you live: wayne for the fucking 3rd time lol
[ x ] 5 words that describe the way your feeling now: heartbroken, worried, happy, cold, tired
[ x ] Wallet:nope
[ x ] Hairbrush: 2
[ x ] Toothbrush: white and purple
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily:necklace
[ x ] Pillow covers: blue
[ x ] Blanket: baby blue
[ x ] Sunglasses: one pink pear
[ x ] CD in stereo right now: Blink 182* Dude ranch
[ x ] Tattoos: nope
[ x ] Piercings: Ears and belly botton
[ x ] What you are wearing now: alexs Volcome shirt and my blue pants
[ x ] Hair: brown
[ x ] In my mouth: my teeth
[ x ] In my head: um..my brain
[ x ] Wishing: For Him :/
[ x ] After this: lookin fer more quizzes
[ x ] Talking to: noone
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now: yeah we wont go there lol
[ x ] Is next to you: my mirror
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month: report cards yes report cards
[ x ] The last thing you ate: a salad
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of: never being loved
[ x ] Do you like candles: YES
[ x ] Do you like hot wax: hell ya
[ x ] Do you like incense: yes
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood: its not bad
[ x ] Do you believe in love: yes
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates: yes
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight: yes
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven: yep
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness: yes
[ x ] Do you believe in God: yes
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die: i dunno i don't want to die!
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy: *Girls*
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be: golden retriever
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up: 32 hours
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium: no
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks: never tried
[ x ] What's your favorite coin: quarter
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candy: skittles,starburst recess
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand: why i do whut i do
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better: nothing.
[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow: ehh..
[ x ] What does your name mean: im a good listener
[ x ] What are your worst qualities: getting addicted to something easily.
[ x ] What are your best qualities: running,i have 20/20 vision,and let's see.muhaha
[ x ] How long does it take you to get ready in the morning: an hour depends on how tired i am
[ x ] Do you dream at night: yes
[ x ] Do you remember your dreams: sometimes.
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---? everyone knows your name but, just say it
for the record.
Samantha
---? who is the closest person to you in your life?
Holly Marie :o)
---? when was the last time you felt special?
2*6*04
---? do people pile compliments on you?
*Sometimes,i'm not perfect but i wish i was =[
---? are the compliments usually good or bad?
*good.
---? name one thing that is bothering you.
*eh.. boys
---? who are your 3 close friends?
Holly,jesse,katrina
---? who's someone you wish you've never met?
Brian
---? one thing that sucks about where you live.
*BORING
---? name 3 things you wish you had.
*someone*a job*
---? what's one thing you would eliminate from your life?
*heartbreaks and lonliness
---? have you ever loved a boy/girl?
no
---? if not, do you think you'll eventually fall in love?
I hope :o/
---? what's 3 things you like about yourself?
*My hair, personality, and my eyes
---? what are 3 things you dislike about yourself?
Ears,nose,hands
---? if you could be hooked on 3 movies for a whole year, which movies would you choose?
*2f2f, how to deal,the ring
---? name everyone who's online on your buddy list right now.
yeah right i have 47 ppl on
---? name two celebs who you think is beautiful.
*Hilary Duff and Britney spears oh and Justin timberlake oh and eminem
---? name two celebs who you think are ugly!
*sean paul, and Jurmain Dupre
---? on a scale from 1 to 10, how would you rate yourself
in the following categories?
1.) sense of humor/personality :: 8
2.) looks/body :: 7
3.) energy level :: 11
4.) likable level :: 78
5.) interesting level :: 8
6.) how good of a friend you are :: 10
7.) dateable :: 11 im SIngle
8.) responsible :: 4
9.) respectful :: 8
10.) intelligence :: 8
---? if you could lay a big sweet kiss on someone,
who would it be?
ya we wont go there
---? are you more of a teaser or cuddling person when it comes to being around the boy/girl?
* im both i LOVE teasing and i LOVVVVEEEE cuddling aww i havent cuddled in a while
---? should it be the guy or the girl who makes the first move?
Boys,
---? when it comes to relationships you have most of what?
i dont understand the Question
---? is there anything you'd take back from a relationship you were/are in?
*No..
---? what's the longest you've had "strong feelings" for someone?
a year i had my love.. but i liked this one kid frum 3rd grade till 7th grade lmao!
---? when was the last time you bought something?
*today
---? when was the last time you had homemade soup?
*2 days ago
---? remember those early 90's shows? what were some of your favorites?
"Clarissa Explains It All"
---? so, what's wrong with the world today?
*rape, murder, kidnap ect.
---? would you like to see a woman become president?
*yes, being female myself
---? if you have a favorite... what was your favortie president?
*um...washington
---? when you're around a boy/girl what do you think they notice first about you?
no clue..
---? are any of your friends in a serious, long relationship?
Katrina and Christopher
---? have you ever been in a week or not even long relationship?
*yeah
---? name one person you try and look out for.
*holly
---? something you are really pissed off about.
*boys
---? what kind of clothes do you look best in?
*well fit pants.. a cute shirt..
---? you know how guys like to "hook up" their cars and make them look nice? what do you think is the
best car to do all that stuff with? Mustang 8-)
---? what kind of car, best fits you?
*A Mustang
---? what will your gown and cap look like?
*BLUE AND GOLD
---? after your graduation, what will you be doing in life?
*Going to college.And having fun.=]
---? name one thing you will miss about the past.
*when everyone was friends..
---? name 3 things friends are good for.
*a good laugh, a sholder to cry on, and ehh they always got food in the crib when you dont
---? have you ever read someone's personal diary?
*yeah....
---? what were you doing 5 hours ago?
*gymnastics
---? what will you be doing 5 hours from now?
*sleeping school tomorrow
---? what holiday you are looking forward to?
*indapendance day july 4th because then it will be summer
---? are you the kind of person who goes out to those cool clubs, looks for the boy/girl and their digits?
Lol when me n the gurls have our contests
---? do you usually try and do things your friends want you to do or do you try and stay
semi-independent?
*Depends
---? if you could turn back time, where would you go?
1-4-03.. haha member nikki..? What remix is this.. feelin on ur BoOty
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*Survey*
07:39pm 28/02/2004
mood: accomplished
i n f o r m a t i o n
1. name: Sam
2. single or taken: single :o(
3. sex: Female
4. birthday: 9*14*86
6. siblings: 1 brother
7. hair color: brown
8. eye color: Blue BayBay
9. shoe size: 6 1/2
10. height: 5'0 1/2 lol
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are your best friends?: Holly,katrina, Jessica
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no :o(
f a s h i o n s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: American Eagle and forever 21
2. any tattoos or piercings: piercings ears and belly botton (top and bottom)
s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: no
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: herbal essance
3. what are you most scared of?: spiders, not being loved back by the one i love
5. who is the last person that called you?: holly
6. where do you want to get married?: on a beach would be nice
7. how many buddies are online right now?: 34
8. what would you change about yourself?: i would prob want to be more happy with myself and not so jealous so easily
f a v o r i t e s
1. color: yellow purple
2. food: chicken
3. boys names: Tyler, Dillon
4. girls names: Bailey, Nichole
5. subjects in school: Poli sci
6. animals: Cat
7. sports: soccer, basketball
h a v e y o u e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: my half sister justice
2. smoked?: no
3. bungee jumped?: no
4. made yourself throw up?: no
5. skinny dipped?: no
6: ever been in love?: no
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: lol yep
8. pictured your crush naked?: possibly :o)
9. actually seen your crush naked?: not yet ;)
10. cried when someone died?: yep
11. lied: yep
12. fallen for your best friend?: no
13. been rejected?: yep
14. rejected someone?: yep
15. used someone?: no
16. done something you regret?: yep
c u r r e n t
clothes: pink pants and a wife beater
music: none
make-up: none
annoyance: my brother
smell: dont smell nothing
favorite group:? umm too many
desktop picture: kermit the frog
book youre reading: nothing
in cd player: nothin
in dvd player: the ring
color of toenails: normal :P
l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: my mom
hugged: holly
you imed: steph
you yelled at: my brother
you kissed: no comment
a r e | y o u
understanding: depends
open-minded: depends
arrogant: no
insecure: yes
interesting: sometimes
random: always
hungry: no jus ate a yogurt
smart: i hope!
moody:errrr yes!
hard working: sometimes
organized: lmfao never
healthy: ask my doctor :P
shy: kinda
difficult: depends
attractive: i hope
bored easily: but of course
messy: nah
obsessed: nah
R A N D O M
In the morning i am: tired as hell
all i need is: love
love is: special, something i dont always feel i have
i dream about: *SoMeOnE*
o p p o s i t e s e x
what do you notice first: Eyes, Personality
last person you slow danced with: i would say.. steve?
worst question to ask: You decided what were doing tonight
makes you laugh the most: Jeff
makes you smile: no comment
who do you have a crush on: no comment
who has a crush on you: i wish someone did
d o y o u e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: sadly yea
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: yeah
wish you were younger: no
cried because someone said something to you?: yeah
N u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: 1 too many
of hearts i have broken: 1
of guys ive kissed: 4
of girls ive kissed: 0
of continents i have lived in: 1
of tight friends: 3
of cds i own: well over 100
of scars on my body: none just my birthmark on my leg
F i n a l Q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like fillings these out?: kinda
2. gold or silver: silver
3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: scary movie 3 lol
7. favorite cartoon/anime?: none
8. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: dont eat breakfast
10. who would you love being locked in a room with?: *SoMeOnE*
11. could you live without your computer?: prob not lol
12. would you color your hair? yeah
13. could you ever get off the computer?: of course
14. habla espanol? si, senor :P
15. how many people are on your buddy list?: 153
16. drink alcohol? sometimes *acting stupid getting drnk with my bestfriends :o) lol holly*
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[.Nothing to do.]
04:41pm 28/02/2004
mood: bored
music: Dont want you back by Eamon
Wow theres nothing to do and its saturday ill probably so a survery soon becase theres nothing to do.
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YAY!
01:05am 28/02/2004
mood: drained
music: Eamon - Dont want you back
I got my computer in my room working finally! Im excited i love it lol. Well today i went with my mom to detroit she had a few errands she had to run down there then we went to the mall i had to ge ta few things. After we left the mall we had to to go bestbuy so i could ge an eathernet (sp?) card for this computer then i went home called holly made plans to hangout then i finally finished filling out my ACT packet lol yeah that had to be mailed out today so i had to dill it out, lol um.. then i took a shower and got ready to leave. Holly and Jessica came and picked me up at about 2:30 then we went and took my act packet to the post office and then we went to mc donalds the princesses were there LMAO! (im not saying who there are because i dont wanna start shit but it was so funny). After we left mc donalds we went to Jessicas bank because me and holly wanted to see her mystery man greg aww he like jesse so much he was staring at ther the whole time we were in line lol... after that we went back to hollys and hung out. Jessica had to leave at about 4:30 (she had to work at 5) so after jess left me and holly did some running around for our daddy (hollys dad). Thats about all i did today and hook my comp up but that obvious lol oh i ate dinner at hollys too lol our daddy made me lol :o) I love my second mommy and daddy so much! well thats about it i just thought i would update you with what i did today :o)! Good*nite Sam <3
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01:46pm 25/02/2004
mood: ditzy
music: To the wire by Kanye West lol holly
I LOVE YOU!
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*WOW! What a CRAZZZZZZZZZY day*
10:26pm 24/02/2004
mood: pissed off
music: just the t.v. whatever my mom is watching
Yeah well yesturday my mom won about 600 dollars on the lottery lol she dont even usually play it but she did yesturday and it came in my birthday and thats one of the numbers she plays (914) yeah so then we went today and she bought a new phone for herself and she gave me her old one she just got it like a month ago so now i have a new phone i was excited lol! If your one of my friends and you want the number then get at me and IM me and ill give it to you! Then after that i picked my car up at my gma and gpa's house and i went over Jessica Clos's house (holly was there too) and we went and got pizza at little ceasers and made brownies and ate them :o) YuMmY! (Fat kid at heart i know) Then i came home i helped my mom out and cleaned the bathroom and then i cleaned my room a lil bit (cuz ya know how its always messy). Then at about 8 o'clock my stepdad came home screaming and stuff and i tripped out on him because he kept calling my mom a lil whore i was like no you dont even need to talk to her like that! I can not stand him when he's been drinking and i was really upset so i called holly and i was in tears and hollys like come over and spend the night i was like i know my mom wont let me shes like well ask and i was like no she was like and then i just told her i would call her tomorrow but seriously with everything going on in my life right now i was not about to put up with his crap AGAIN! Ugh i just hate him so much i wish my mom would find somebody that would treat her right somebody that would treat her the way she deserves to be treated. Cuz i know if ANY guy called me a lil whore then they would be running because i would be kicking some ass (i am not even joking) because that isnt right you do not say that to someone! Well thats all i gotta say for now im gonna go watch The Ring!
Lata
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WOOOOOOOOO!
03:58pm 23/02/2004
mood: giggly
music: Making good <3 by Avant
*Im Having a pretty good day?? How about you..leave comments and tell me about your day!* LOL!
I'll write again later babe :o)
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YAY my cold is starting to go away
09:09am 23/02/2004
mood: happy
music: Making good <3 by Avant
YAY! Im finally getting over this STUPID cold! Well i forgot to write again last night well i didnt forget my mom was mad at me so i kinda just went in my room @ 9 and didnt come out till this morning. Shes still kinda mad at me i think. [oh well] Well yesturday my mom did holly's nails and we watch how to deal why she did them [i love that movie] {mankin is hott lmao} and then i was like holly you should take me to mcdonalds [my grandparents are borrowing my car so i have no car right now] shes like ok ill take you to mcdonalds but first we have to go to Ambers [mcgough] house so i can give her back her cd. So when my mom finished hollys nails my mom asked me to get her a fish filet or something so when we were there i forgot to get it and when i walked in the house my mom was really mad oh well she'll get over it. So today i think im going with her to the bank and some other places then were coming back home and im gonna help her clean the basement so i can get my computer outta there and get it set up! Hopefully i can! Well thats all i have to write about fer now so ill write later!
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i *LOVE* this song
01:50pm 22/02/2004
mood: geeky
music: Beautiful Disaster by Kelly Clarkson
Beautiful Disaster by Kelly Clarkson
He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as dumb as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain’t right
It just ain’t right
Oh when I don’t know
I don’t know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
His magical myth
As strong as with I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight
Oh cuz I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long
He’s soft to the touch
But afraid at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
And still leaves more than I can take
Oh cuz I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He’s beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
*Aww i love it**
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[Juss another {bOring} day in the life of sam]
12:02pm 22/02/2004
mood: sick
music: Beautiful disaster by Kelly Clarkson
Yeah well im still sick..ugh i hate having a cold :o( I wish it would just go away! Again today im not doing anything...(thats why i can write in the thing so much )! But ya anyways
*Im such a sleepy head*
I hope i get my nails done later. I also hope that this cold will go away. I want to have fun on my break and not be sick! I wish i could talk to *someone* right now but no i dont think its gonna happen well i really have nothing else to write about so ill write in a few hours!
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Makeover anyone???
10:05am 22/02/2004
mood: crappy
music: lalalala
Does anyone wanna give my journal a makeover seeing how mine looks totally gay and i cant fiquer out how to do anything on here so yeah either leave me a comment or email me! [xlilshortie86x@aol.com]
Thanks babe!
<3
**Edit** If you would still like to help me then email me but its not that important because now i have cute colors lol **Edit**
10:16pm 21/03/2004
If you read this leave me a comment cuz i wanna know who reads this
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*:o)*
10:58am 20/03/2004
mood: aggravated
Aww i had fun with holly last night! She picked me up at like 7 then we went up to taco bell to see her 'cute boy toy' as my mom calls him. and then we went to d.q and were talkin to clarissa n got my mom some ice cream then to the ice cream to my house and then we went up to hungey howies to see jesse and then i came home and went to sleep lol ill prolly write later or tomorrow i dunno!
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WOW
08:53am 19/03/2004
mood: excited
music: Some old school britney LOL
WOW! Sorry i havent updated fer a whole week lol! Well last weekend was SooooOoo much fun! Thursday holly picked me up and we went searchin all around wayne fer diet pepsi fer her mom and it seemed like nobody had it finally we found some at 7 eleven! Friday mornin around 9 we left for CHICAGO! Jamie had a hockey tournament there omg it was so fun so ill start with friday!
*Friday* We left for chicago at 9. The McCafrey's (Stephanie, Timmy, Nichole, Parker and Nicholes friend Ericha and abby rode with them) followed us we arrived at the hotel at about 3:00 after we went to burger king (oh yeah on the way there it seemed like everytime we stopped at a gas station timmy had to get his stupid skate board out i swear to god that kid is retarted lol) and we got unpacked and then holly mom and dad and jamie and abby left for jamie's hockey game. Holly an I didnt feel like going but ya we hung out with Nicole and Ericha (our 12 yr old posse) then we met one of the other hockey teams that were there and we hung out with them. Then about 7 we had to go to the pizza party coach had for the hockey team then me and holly just went around the hotel n got yelled at by the STUPID security guards then when the hockey team that we met got back from there game we hung out with them a lil more!
*Saturday* We didnt have a game untill 8:30 p.m. so we just hung around the hotel. OMG the elevator crashed with four 8 year olds in it. The firefighters the police and the ambalence all came i felt so bad for them and there families. When the hockey team that we met left for the game they were like why dont you guys wish us goodluck so me and holly say goodluck and erica yells out break a leg then nicole yells out break an arm the parker screams BREAK A FREAKIN NECK omg it was so funny but stupid adam comes back with his arm wrapped up and says he broke his arm lol but really he didnt he just was being dumb lol sry Adam! so then at about 6:30 we left to go to the rink cuz it was an hour away n we got lost on the way there and we had to back up along the side of the freeway! That rink smelled so bad omg stupid B*O of all the hockey players....but it was fun they won (go Wayne Devils) (holly...Hat, Cap, Helmet whatever its called) but after the game we went back to the hotel n we werent there 5 mins and Matt was knockin on our room door askin if we gonna come out! lol StUpiD bOYZ! haha but ya we hung out with them for a while like 2 1/2 hours lol
Sunday* We had to get up early cuz we had at game at 10:50 a.m they tied that game so they were still able to play the game at 4:10 so we went back to the hotel finsihed packin back up and then it was the bright idea of the 14 15 year olders on the hockey team to go to Hooters lol it was fun tho except gettin hit with spit wads by sean olderman and those stupid gun things by eric bonsall next time i see you too your gettin your ass kicked lol so then we had to go back up to the rink at 3 and they played and kicked SYLVANIA ASS lol kevin dont get cross checked by the girl! haha but ya so they won there lil championship thingy. I got some pictures of it and when timmy n jamie got there medals! It was funny how they threw there gloves, helmet and stick down when they won! They deserved to win! Kevin dye is TACO MAN! haha
Kevin: Holly wheres my taco
Holly: Get your own fuckin taco kevin!
Wow that weekend was sooOo much fun!
i <3'd it~!
I hope they get to go to the tournament next year and next year i will be at all the hockey games. I promise!
Hockey is my new favorite sport :o) ~~!!!
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*UmMmMm*
06:37pm 11/03/2004
I am staying the night at hollys tonight and then tomorow were leaving for chicago so ill update when i get back sunday night or i might now update untill monday after school!
I WORK MONDAY! :O)
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I love surveys
06:31pm 11/03/2004
mood: sleepy
Basically...
your name please?: Sammy Jo :o)
location as of now:: My bedroom
place you wish you were:: with holly
zodiac sign:: virgo
chinese zodiac sign:: I don't know *makes mental note to find out*
got a/any lover(s)?: Um, no.
Favourites...
colour:: baby yellow and baby purple
time of day:: Night
subject in school:: Don't have one.
celebrity:: Marykate and Ashley Olsen
type of music:: lots
candy flavor:: Umm.... this question confuzzles me... Vanilla I guess.
television programa:: 7th heaven, 8 simple rules...
Dog or Cat?...
spotted or striped?: Probably stripped, but it depends. (I did have a diff. answer before my realization, but I went back and changed it, hehe.)
dead or alive?: Omg! Alive!! You horridible person. Oh... wait... I just read the next q and I realize now it's not all about dogs and cats... that was just a title... nvmd. :-)
up or down?: Depends
heaven or hell?: Heaven.
hippopotamus or patypus?: I'm too indecisive for this...
light or dark?: light
rain or shine?: shine
black and white or technicolor?: Too many things to consider with these choices... can't take it...
have you evers...
smoked a cigarette?: Phew... yes or no q's. Yay! No, I haven't.
smoked weed...anyother drug of choice?: No.
had sex?: No.
been cheated on?: Not that I know of.
ran away?: LOL... there was this time in like 2nd or 3rd grade when we all planned this HUGE runaway escape... we saved up food from our lunches and everything. Of course, we didn't go through with it
skipped classes?: nopers
had a party without your parents knowing?: *Ponders* No, I haven't... well I had a suprise party for both of them, and they both knew about it, but they both thought it was for the other person... *exhales*... so yeah.
stole anything relatively valuable (not a stick of gum)?: No.
passed out?: yep
for or against:
pre-marital sex?: for
abortion?: It's right for some people, I'm sure, but not for me. The only time I think somebody has a right to get an abortion is if they are raped... that's the only way it seems right.
animal rights?: for
urban sprawl?: Umm... right?
self mutilation?: Depends on the self-mutilation. Starving yourself? No way. Cutting? Understandable. It just depends on what it is, and how serious/often it's done.
drugs?: Against, unless it's like medicine, where it can help you.
guns?: AGAINST.
war?: Pretty much against... there are certain EXTREME circumstances, but for the most part, I'm against.
arranged marriages?: Against... people should marry who they love. Some things like blind dates are okay, but to marry without necessarily even loving each other, is just crazy. I respect that it'
those [stupid] reality-marry-for-money shows?: against
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..boring..boring...BORING
09:36pm 08/03/2004
mood: bored
Wow yesturday was boring i uh..ate dinner at my grandma's and grandpas
Today my grandpa got out of the hospital :o) and i went over there house and washed my grandmas hair but i didnt want to my mom made me then i went to Hollys and we watched 'Sweet home alabama' aww i love that movie I <3 reese witherspoon!
After i left hollys i had a meeting up at D.Q at 6 :o) yeah i get to start working i would of worked a day this weekend but ill be in CHICAGO with holly so i put my name n Mon, Wed, and Saturday! umm..i might be switching wed with friday tho cuz i was putting everyones names on the calander and Zach smith told me to put Risa's name somewhere on there so i put her on for friday and i asked zach if she had cheer and he said he didnt know so i just told him to tell her if she needed me to switch her i would so um..yeah that about all that happened!!
Lata
Anyone know how to make something scroll across the bottom if ya do let me know im a comment!
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*What a week*
08:37am 07/03/2004
mood: excited
Wow um well i i'll update starting last monday!
**Monday** I dont remember if i did anything lol
**Tuesday** Me and holly were doing the whole "molly" thing lol it was funny, but Brian found out about lol but it was still funny and it still is :o) sorry brian! um..after that me and holly went up to Jesse's work (hungry howies) and said hi to her because we love her lol um then after that i think i went home lol
**Wednesday** it was a HALFDAY! All I did was go to holly's (as usual) and we went and got pizza at little ceaserz and we just goofed off around her house and at the palace supermarket :o) I love my Holly
**Thursday** i didnt do anything all i did was go up to Annapolis to see my Grandpa AND my grandma they were both in the hospital. Holly had to work today
**Friday** Me and Holly went to Sally's to get all her supplies for our 350 practicle in coz (its monday :o() um...then we went to hollys work Taco Bell to get some free food lol and we went there to see SeXy Kevin LMAO *Special ScRaBbLr* Im loving it! (insider) after that i didnt do anything but go up to the hospital and staying the night at my grandma's because there was no power at my house becasue of the high winds i guess :o/
**Saturday** I had alot of running around to do my power came back on at about 5:34 my brother said. um..after i did all my running around and holly got off work she picked me up and we went to k-mart cuz she needed to get a duffle bag and me and her ended up both buying black sandals there really cute i got a white pair too but holly didnt um..then we went up to DAIRY QUEEN OH MY GOD i was so excited i have to go to a meeting up there at 6 on monday so once i start working ill let everybody know and you better come see me lol!!!
**Sunday** Well its only 8:37 A.M so ill write about today later :o)
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*13 things about you*
08:08pm 06/03/2004
13 Things About You
====================
1. Someone in this world loves you, in some way.
2. A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
3. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
4. You mean the world to someone.
5. Without you, someone may not be living.
6. You are special and unique, in your own way.
7. Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you.
8. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
9. When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world.
10.When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it.
11.Always remember compliments you received, forget about the rude remarks.
12.Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know.
13.If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. If you choose, send this letter to as many people as you care about, you'll brighten up someone's day, and might change their perspective on life, for the better!
~Author Unknown~
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Havent updated
06:07pm 06/03/2004
mood: flirty
Hey I havent updated in a while but i will majorly update later. Right now im Waiting for Holly (bestfriend) to comeget me so we can go $hopping :o) (every girls fav past time :o) ) Right now i am really missing and wanting to talk to *someone* so bad :o/ I really like him and i shouldnt cuz hes gonna break my heart. As usual who doesnt break my heart :o( Ive seriously given up on finding someone to love and some to give my heart too. Im gonna just find a guy to have *fun* with (and no im not a slut, im a virgin thankyou :o) ) but seriously i need some fun in my life its SoooOoo boring oh well.. lata people
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*Another Survey*
03:33pm 29/02/2004
mood: indescribable
[ series 1 - general info ]
-- Name : Sam
-- Birthdate : 9*14
-- Birthplace : Garden City MI
-- Current Location : Wayne Mi
-- Eye Color : Blue
-- Hair Color : Brown
-- Righty or Lefty : Righty
-- Zodiac Sign : virgo
-- Innie or Outtie : innie
[ series 2 - your favorite ]
-- Music : Lotz
-- Cartoon : euchre
-- Color : orange
-- Slushy Flavor : Mt. Dew
-- Magazine : seventeen & Cosmo
-- TV Show : What i like about you
-- Movie : How to deal
-- Song : lots
-- Language : english
-- Spice Girl : haha old school.. Baby
-- Subject in School : yuck.
-- Ice Cream Flavor : Vanilla
[ series 3 - what is ]
-- Your most overused phrase on aol : lol and um
-- The first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning : I wanna go back to sleep
-- The Best Name for a Butler : jenkins
-- The wussiest sport : Bad mitton
-- Your best feature : uh.. hair?
-- Your bedtime : whenever
-- Your greatest fear : never being loved
-- Your greatest accomplishment : : /
[ series 4 - you prefer ]
-- Pepsi or coke : pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King : McDonalds
-- Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers : chicken nuggets I <3 them everyday before cos lol holly and jesse
-- Dogs or cats : cats
-- Rugrats or doug : rugrats
-- Single or taken : single
-- Monica or Brandy : brandy
-- Tupac or Jay-Z : Tupac
-- Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes : Shania baby
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea : ew.
-- One pillow or two : actually i sllep w/ 7
-- Chocolate or vanilla : vanilla
-- Hot chocolate or hot cocoa : hot chocolate
-- Cappucino or coffee : ew
-- Boxers or briefs : boxers
[ series 5 - do you ]
-- Take a shower everyday? : yeaaa
-- Have a(any) crush(es)? : yup
-- Want to go to college? : yes, i do
-- Like high school? : i dont know
-- Want to get married : yes
-- Type with your fingers on the right keys? : nooo
-- Believe in yourself? : sometimes
-- Have any tattoos/where? : nahh
-- Have any piercings/where? : ears abd top and bottom of belly botton
-- Get motion sickness? : no
-- Think you're a health freak? : psshh noo
-- Get along with your parents? : most of the time
-- Like thunderstorms? : ya
[ series 6 - the future ]
-- Age you hope to be married : 23
-- Numbers and Names of Children : 2 boys austin and tyler and 2 girls bailey nichole and riley
-- Where do you see yourself at age 20? : being in college
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? : physical theripst
-- What country would you most like to visit? : poland
[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
-- Best eye color? : Blue
-- Best hair color? : blonde or a dirty blonde
-- Short or long hair? : short
-- Best height? : tall like around 6'0
-- Best weight? : ehh. i dont know just not fat lol
-- Best articles of clothing? : pants
[ series 8 - other ]
-- When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? : last night
-- How many rings until you answer the phone? : when i get there
-- How many houses have you lived in? : like 9 lol ive moved alot
-- How many schools have you gone to? : 6
-- What color is your bedroom carpet? : light brown
-- Would you shave your head for $5000? : nope
-- If you were stranded on a desert island and you could only take three things with you what would you
take? : a boat.
MORE
[ nicknames ]: Sam Sammy Jo lil one, Lil shorti
[ born in ]: Garden City
[ resides in ]: wayne
[ good student ]: normal.
[ eyes ]: blue
[ hair ]: brown
[ shoe size ]: 6 1/2
last time you...
[ had a nightmare ]: couple nights ago
[ said "i love you" and meant it ]: last month..
[ ate at mcdonald's ]: friday
[ dyed your hair ]: 3 months
[ brushed your hair ]: today
[ washed your hair ]: today
[ checked your e-mail ]: today
[ cried ]: my heart cried today
[ called someone ]: 12:08 pm
[ smiled ]: this morning
[ laughed ]: earlyer
[ talked to an ex ]: umm long time ago
do you...
[ sleep with stuffed animals? ]: nopes
[ have a dream that keeps coming back? ]: no
[ play an instrument? ]: the flute a little bit
[ remember your first love? ] never been in love
[ still love him/her? ]: no
[ read the newspaper? ]: rarely
[ have any straight friends? ]: Alll i think
[ consider love a mistake? ]: NEVER
[ believe in god? ]: Yeah
[ go to church? ]: no
[ have any secrets? ]: everyone does
[ have any pets? ]: Cats- Baby and Winky dogs- Harley, buddy, chico
[ talk to strangers who instant message you?]: yeah
[ wear hats? ]: not really
[ have any piercings? ]: Ears and belly botton twice
[ have any tattoos? ]: no
[ hate yourself? ]: no
[ have an obsession? ]: Uh
[ have a secret crush? ]:wouldnt you like to know
[ collect anything? ]: nope
[ have a best friend? ]: yeah
[ like your handwriting? ]: sum days
[ have any bad habits? ]: worrying is the worst, cracking my knuckles
[ care about looks? ]: Yeah
[ boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: depends
[ believe in witches? ]: yeah
[ believe in satan? ]: yeah
[ believe in ghosts? ]: yeah
your current...
[ dress ]: forever 21 jeans nd AE shirt
[ mood ]: ehh.. ok
[ music ]: whatever is on the radio
[ taste ]: red bull
[ hair ]: Down
[ annoyance ]: Guys
[ smell ]: Clinique happy
[ thought ]: I WANT HIM
[ book ]: none
[ fingernail color ]: pink
[ refreshment ]: red bull
[ worry ]: about what a boy is thinking
last person...
[ you touched ]: my mom
[ you talked to ]: my mom
[ you hugged ]: holly
[ you instant messaged ]: Zilka
[ you yelled at ]: my brother
[ who broke your heart ] dont wanna talk about this
[ you kissed ]: Sammi Cannon we were blowing kissees to each other at mcdonalds
who do you want to...
[ kill ]: noone
[ slap ]: A Couple
[ tickle ]: Anyone whos willing :_p
[ talk to ]: holly
[ have sex with ]: lmao
[ be like ]: myself
number of people on my lj friends list: 2.. any is welcome to look
...whom I've met in person: 1
...whom I've met in person more than once: 1
...who have been to my house: 1
...whose precise geographic location I know offhand: huh?
...whose full names I know offhand: not including middle name is 1..
...whom I've followed/been in touch with for more than 3 years: zerrrooo
...who live outside my country: um? dont no.
...whose journal I consider myself "addicted" to: kianis 'er laurens
...whom I've lived with: 0
...who's an ex: 0
...who I'd do: 0
...who I've done: 0
...who I have a secret crush on: 0
...who I have a not so secret crush on: 2
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Spell your first name backwards: ahtnamas
[ x ] The story behind your user name?:uh?
[ x ] Are you a lesbian: no
[ x ] Where do you live: wayne for the fucking 3rd time lol
[ x ] 5 words that describe the way your feeling now: heartbroken, worried, happy, cold, tired
[ x ] Wallet:nope
[ x ] Hairbrush: 2
[ x ] Toothbrush: white and purple
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily:necklace
[ x ] Pillow covers: blue
[ x ] Blanket: baby blue
[ x ] Sunglasses: one pink pear
[ x ] CD in stereo right now: Blink 182* Dude ranch
[ x ] Tattoos: nope
[ x ] Piercings: Ears and belly botton
[ x ] What you are wearing now: alexs Volcome shirt and my blue pants
[ x ] Hair: brown
[ x ] In my mouth: my teeth
[ x ] In my head: um..my brain
[ x ] Wishing: For Him :/
[ x ] After this: lookin fer more quizzes
[ x ] Talking to: noone
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now: yeah we wont go there lol
[ x ] Is next to you: my mirror
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month: report cards yes report cards
[ x ] The last thing you ate: a salad
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of: never being loved
[ x ] Do you like candles: YES
[ x ] Do you like hot wax: hell ya
[ x ] Do you like incense: yes
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood: its not bad
[ x ] Do you believe in love: yes
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates: yes
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight: yes
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven: yep
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness: yes
[ x ] Do you believe in God: yes
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die: i dunno i don't want to die!
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy: *Girls*
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be: golden retriever
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up: 32 hours
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium: no
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks: never tried
[ x ] What's your favorite coin: quarter
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candy: skittles,starburst recess
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand: why i do whut i do
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better: nothing.
[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow: ehh..
[ x ] What does your name mean: im a good listener
[ x ] What are your worst qualities: getting addicted to something easily.
[ x ] What are your best qualities: running,i have 20/20 vision,and let's see.muhaha
[ x ] How long does it take you to get ready in the morning: an hour depends on how tired i am
[ x ] Do you dream at night: yes
[ x ] Do you remember your dreams: sometimes.
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---? everyone knows your name but, just say it
for the record.
Samantha
---? who is the closest person to you in your life?
Holly Marie :o)
---? when was the last time you felt special?
2*6*04
---? do people pile compliments on you?
*Sometimes,i'm not perfect but i wish i was =[
---? are the compliments usually good or bad?
*good.
---? name one thing that is bothering you.
*eh.. boys
---? who are your 3 close friends?
Holly,jesse,katrina
---? who's someone you wish you've never met?
Brian
---? one thing that sucks about where you live.
*BORING
---? name 3 things you wish you had.
*someone*a job*
---? what's one thing you would eliminate from your life?
*heartbreaks and lonliness
---? have you ever loved a boy/girl?
no
---? if not, do you think you'll eventually fall in love?
I hope :o/
---? what's 3 things you like about yourself?
*My hair, personality, and my eyes
---? what are 3 things you dislike about yourself?
Ears,nose,hands
---? if you could be hooked on 3 movies for a whole year, which movies would you choose?
*2f2f, how to deal,the ring
---? name everyone who's online on your buddy list right now.
yeah right i have 47 ppl on
---? name two celebs who you think is beautiful.
*Hilary Duff and Britney spears oh and Justin timberlake oh and eminem
---? name two celebs who you think are ugly!
*sean paul, and Jurmain Dupre
---? on a scale from 1 to 10, how would you rate yourself
in the following categories?
1.) sense of humor/personality :: 8
2.) looks/body :: 7
3.) energy level :: 11
4.) likable level :: 78
5.) interesting level :: 8
6.) how good of a friend you are :: 10
7.) dateable :: 11 im SIngle
8.) responsible :: 4
9.) respectful :: 8
10.) intelligence :: 8
---? if you could lay a big sweet kiss on someone,
who would it be?
ya we wont go there
---? are you more of a teaser or cuddling person when it comes to being around the boy/girl?
* im both i LOVE teasing and i LOVVVVEEEE cuddling aww i havent cuddled in a while
---? should it be the guy or the girl who makes the first move?
Boys,
---? when it comes to relationships you have most of what?
i dont understand the Question
---? is there anything you'd take back from a relationship you were/are in?
*No..
---? what's the longest you've had "strong feelings" for someone?
a year i had my love.. but i liked this one kid frum 3rd grade till 7th grade lmao!
---? when was the last time you bought something?
*today
---? when was the last time you had homemade soup?
*2 days ago
---? remember those early 90's shows? what were some of your favorites?
"Clarissa Explains It All"
---? so, what's wrong with the world today?
*rape, murder, kidnap ect.
---? would you like to see a woman become president?
*yes, being female myself
---? if you have a favorite... what was your favortie president?
*um...washington
---? when you're around a boy/girl what do you think they notice first about you?
no clue..
---? are any of your friends in a serious, long relationship?
Katrina and Christopher
---? have you ever been in a week or not even long relationship?
*yeah
---? name one person you try and look out for.
*holly
---? something you are really pissed off about.
*boys
---? what kind of clothes do you look best in?
*well fit pants.. a cute shirt..
---? you know how guys like to "hook up" their cars and make them look nice? what do you think is the
best car to do all that stuff with? Mustang 8-)
---? what kind of car, best fits you?
*A Mustang
---? what will your gown and cap look like?
*BLUE AND GOLD
---? after your graduation, what will you be doing in life?
*Going to college.And having fun.=]
---? name one thing you will miss about the past.
*when everyone was friends..
---? name 3 things friends are good for.
*a good laugh, a sholder to cry on, and ehh they always got food in the crib when you dont
---? have you ever read someone's personal diary?
*yeah....
---? what were you doing 5 hours ago?
*gymnastics
---? what will you be doing 5 hours from now?
*sleeping school tomorrow
---? what holiday you are looking forward to?
*indapendance day july 4th because then it will be summer
---? are you the kind of person who goes out to those cool clubs, looks for the boy/girl and their digits?
Lol when me n the gurls have our contests
---? do you usually try and do things your friends want you to do or do you try and stay
semi-independent?
*Depends
---? if you could turn back time, where would you go?
1-4-03.. haha member nikki..? What remix is this.. feelin on ur BoOty
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*Survey*
07:39pm 28/02/2004
mood: accomplished
i n f o r m a t i o n
1. name: Sam
2. single or taken: single :o(
3. sex: Female
4. birthday: 9*14*86
6. siblings: 1 brother
7. hair color: brown
8. eye color: Blue BayBay
9. shoe size: 6 1/2
10. height: 5'0 1/2 lol
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are your best friends?: Holly,katrina, Jessica
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no :o(
f a s h i o n s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: American Eagle and forever 21
2. any tattoos or piercings: piercings ears and belly botton (top and bottom)
s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: no
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: herbal essance
3. what are you most scared of?: spiders, not being loved back by the one i love
5. who is the last person that called you?: holly
6. where do you want to get married?: on a beach would be nice
7. how many buddies are online right now?: 34
8. what would you change about yourself?: i would prob want to be more happy with myself and not so jealous so easily
f a v o r i t e s
1. color: yellow purple
2. food: chicken
3. boys names: Tyler, Dillon
4. girls names: Bailey, Nichole
5. subjects in school: Poli sci
6. animals: Cat
7. sports: soccer, basketball
h a v e y o u e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: my half sister justice
2. smoked?: no
3. bungee jumped?: no
4. made yourself throw up?: no
5. skinny dipped?: no
6: ever been in love?: no
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: lol yep
8. pictured your crush naked?: possibly :o)
9. actually seen your crush naked?: not yet ;)
10. cried when someone died?: yep
11. lied: yep
12. fallen for your best friend?: no
13. been rejected?: yep
14. rejected someone?: yep
15. used someone?: no
16. done something you regret?: yep
c u r r e n t
clothes: pink pants and a wife beater
music: none
make-up: none
annoyance: my brother
smell: dont smell nothing
favorite group:? umm too many
desktop picture: kermit the frog
book youre reading: nothing
in cd player: nothin
in dvd player: the ring
color of toenails: normal :P
l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: my mom
hugged: holly
you imed: steph
you yelled at: my brother
you kissed: no comment
a r e | y o u
understanding: depends
open-minded: depends
arrogant: no
insecure: yes
interesting: sometimes
random: always
hungry: no jus ate a yogurt
smart: i hope!
moody:errrr yes!
hard working: sometimes
organized: lmfao never
healthy: ask my doctor :P
shy: kinda
difficult: depends
attractive: i hope
bored easily: but of course
messy: nah
obsessed: nah
R A N D O M
In the morning i am: tired as hell
all i need is: love
love is: special, something i dont always feel i have
i dream about: *SoMeOnE*
o p p o s i t e s e x
what do you notice first: Eyes, Personality
last person you slow danced with: i would say.. steve?
worst question to ask: You decided what were doing tonight
makes you laugh the most: Jeff
makes you smile: no comment
who do you have a crush on: no comment
who has a crush on you: i wish someone did
d o y o u e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: sadly yea
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: yeah
wish you were younger: no
cried because someone said something to you?: yeah
N u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: 1 too many
of hearts i have broken: 1
of guys ive kissed: 4
of girls ive kissed: 0
of continents i have lived in: 1
of tight friends: 3
of cds i own: well over 100
of scars on my body: none just my birthmark on my leg
F i n a l Q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like fillings these out?: kinda
2. gold or silver: silver
3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: scary movie 3 lol
7. favorite cartoon/anime?: none
8. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: dont eat breakfast
10. who would you love being locked in a room with?: *SoMeOnE*
11. could you live without your computer?: prob not lol
12. would you color your hair? yeah
13. could you ever get off the computer?: of course
14. habla espanol? si, senor :P
15. how many people are on your buddy list?: 153
16. drink alcohol? sometimes *acting stupid getting drnk with my bestfriends :o) lol holly*
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[.Nothing to do.]
04:41pm 28/02/2004
mood: bored
music: Dont want you back by Eamon
Wow theres nothing to do and its saturday ill probably so a survery soon becase theres nothing to do.
<3
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YAY!
01:05am 28/02/2004
mood: drained
music: Eamon - Dont want you back
I got my computer in my room working finally! Im excited i love it lol. Well today i went with my mom to detroit she had a few errands she had to run down there then we went to the mall i had to ge ta few things. After we left the mall we had to to go bestbuy so i could ge an eathernet (sp?) card for this computer then i went home called holly made plans to hangout then i finally finished filling out my ACT packet lol yeah that had to be mailed out today so i had to dill it out, lol um.. then i took a shower and got ready to leave. Holly and Jessica came and picked me up at about 2:30 then we went and took my act packet to the post office and then we went to mc donalds the princesses were there LMAO! (im not saying who there are because i dont wanna start shit but it was so funny). After we left mc donalds we went to Jessicas bank because me and holly wanted to see her mystery man greg aww he like jesse so much he was staring at ther the whole time we were in line lol... after that we went back to hollys and hung out. Jessica had to leave at about 4:30 (she had to work at 5) so after jess left me and holly did some running around for our daddy (hollys dad). Thats about all i did today and hook my comp up but that obvious lol oh i ate dinner at hollys too lol our daddy made me lol :o) I love my second mommy and daddy so much! well thats about it i just thought i would update you with what i did today :o)! Good*nite Sam <3
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01:46pm 25/02/2004
mood: ditzy
music: To the wire by Kanye West lol holly
I LOVE YOU!
<3
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*WOW! What a CRAZZZZZZZZZY day*
10:26pm 24/02/2004
mood: pissed off
music: just the t.v. whatever my mom is watching
Yeah well yesturday my mom won about 600 dollars on the lottery lol she dont even usually play it but she did yesturday and it came in my birthday and thats one of the numbers she plays (914) yeah so then we went today and she bought a new phone for herself and she gave me her old one she just got it like a month ago so now i have a new phone i was excited lol! If your one of my friends and you want the number then get at me and IM me and ill give it to you! Then after that i picked my car up at my gma and gpa's house and i went over Jessica Clos's house (holly was there too) and we went and got pizza at little ceasers and made brownies and ate them :o) YuMmY! (Fat kid at heart i know) Then i came home i helped my mom out and cleaned the bathroom and then i cleaned my room a lil bit (cuz ya know how its always messy). Then at about 8 o'clock my stepdad came home screaming and stuff and i tripped out on him because he kept calling my mom a lil whore i was like no you dont even need to talk to her like that! I can not stand him when he's been drinking and i was really upset so i called holly and i was in tears and hollys like come over and spend the night i was like i know my mom wont let me shes like well ask and i was like no she was like and then i just told her i would call her tomorrow but seriously with everything going on in my life right now i was not about to put up with his crap AGAIN! Ugh i just hate him so much i wish my mom would find somebody that would treat her right somebody that would treat her the way she deserves to be treated. Cuz i know if ANY guy called me a lil whore then they would be running because i would be kicking some ass (i am not even joking) because that isnt right you do not say that to someone! Well thats all i gotta say for now im gonna go watch The Ring!
Lata
<3
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WOOOOOOOOO!
03:58pm 23/02/2004
mood: giggly
music: Making good <3 by Avant
*Im Having a pretty good day?? How about you..leave comments and tell me about your day!* LOL!
I'll write again later babe :o)
<3
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YAY my cold is starting to go away
09:09am 23/02/2004
mood: happy
music: Making good <3 by Avant
YAY! Im finally getting over this STUPID cold! Well i forgot to write again last night well i didnt forget my mom was mad at me so i kinda just went in my room @ 9 and didnt come out till this morning. Shes still kinda mad at me i think. [oh well] Well yesturday my mom did holly's nails and we watch how to deal why she did them [i love that movie] {mankin is hott lmao} and then i was like holly you should take me to mcdonalds [my grandparents are borrowing my car so i have no car right now] shes like ok ill take you to mcdonalds but first we have to go to Ambers [mcgough] house so i can give her back her cd. So when my mom finished hollys nails my mom asked me to get her a fish filet or something so when we were there i forgot to get it and when i walked in the house my mom was really mad oh well she'll get over it. So today i think im going with her to the bank and some other places then were coming back home and im gonna help her clean the basement so i can get my computer outta there and get it set up! Hopefully i can! Well thats all i have to write about fer now so ill write later!
<3
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i *LOVE* this song
01:50pm 22/02/2004
mood: geeky
music: Beautiful Disaster by Kelly Clarkson
Beautiful Disaster by Kelly Clarkson
He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as dumb as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain’t right
It just ain’t right
Oh when I don’t know
I don’t know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
His magical myth
As strong as with I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight
Oh cuz I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long
He’s soft to the touch
But afraid at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
And still leaves more than I can take
Oh cuz I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He’s beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
*Aww i love it**
<3
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[Juss another {bOring} day in the life of sam]
12:02pm 22/02/2004
mood: sick
music: Beautiful disaster by Kelly Clarkson
Yeah well im still sick..ugh i hate having a cold :o( I wish it would just go away! Again today im not doing anything...(thats why i can write in the thing so much )! But ya anyways
*Im such a sleepy head*
I hope i get my nails done later. I also hope that this cold will go away. I want to have fun on my break and not be sick! I wish i could talk to *someone* right now but no i dont think its gonna happen well i really have nothing else to write about so ill write in a few hours!
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Makeover anyone???
10:05am 22/02/2004
mood: crappy
music: lalalala
Does anyone wanna give my journal a makeover seeing how mine looks totally gay and i cant fiquer out how to do anything on here so yeah either leave me a comment or email me! [xlilshortie86x@aol.com]
Thanks babe!
<3
**Edit** If you would still like to help me then email me but its not that important because now i have cute colors lol **Edit**