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um so yea life is just w/e. i wish i would look forward to every day but i dont. it sucks. well ginas 15ns is today and i already did my hair. im kinda nervous i hope i dont mess up. i feel kinda sad iono y. we were gonna go to coral park this semester but we didnt. cuz my mom said no. (we = me diana frankie) i really wanna go cuz damn braddock is so damn boring every day is the same thing. we dont have any close guy friends and da ones we have are just no-nos. our group has gotten so small. it such cuz its not fun anymore. i feel that if we go to CP were gonna have fun with new friends and flirting with new guys. and a better chance at our grades cuz da school is slak. i wanna at least try it. but iono if diana or frankie want to go anymore. still i wanna get a diploma from braddock cuz iono. but then i would have to come baq in senior year. dats wat kharina is doing and i dont wanna bite her. so iono. i just wanna be happy. and i want gina to come to. i bet her mom will let her come nxt year but w/e. i also wanna chill with my friends more. it feels like everyone does stuff together but me. like sleepover and stuff and u know just chill together. like frankie with gina or diana with frankie. but i havent chilled with anyone lately. w/e life is gay i dont look forward for anything. i wish i at least like a guy so i could look forward to seeing him but not even that. damn i wish i found someone dat likes me and i like them back. till nxt time........jenny
p.s. sorry bout not writing in a while
p.s. sorry bout not writing in a while