I miss the past .. I hate the present .. I dred the future
I was randomly browsing, and I found myself to be on Vanessa's website .. and down in the shoutouts I read this:
HEATHER: Well I guess it's official I don't hang out with you other then school. Which is fine by me. You know where I am when you decide to hang out again.
I do feel like shit. I mean, I do miss hanging out with her - she was fun. And I miss skipping off too. Going to the mall, making up stupid yet funny songs. I miss it. I really miss that. But since I've started a relationship with Allan - everything is different. And I don't think I like it. But now they hang around with people whom I don't really like - so I don't want to go with them and make them have a horrible night because I cannot get along with one or two people there. Erg. Maybe I'll find a answer someday. Until then I guess I'll keep on searching and hoping I was in the past. :\
HEATHER: Well I guess it's official I don't hang out with you other then school. Which is fine by me. You know where I am when you decide to hang out again.
I do feel like shit. I mean, I do miss hanging out with her - she was fun. And I miss skipping off too. Going to the mall, making up stupid yet funny songs. I miss it. I really miss that. But since I've started a relationship with Allan - everything is different. And I don't think I like it. But now they hang around with people whom I don't really like - so I don't want to go with them and make them have a horrible night because I cannot get along with one or two people there. Erg. Maybe I'll find a answer someday. Until then I guess I'll keep on searching and hoping I was in the past. :\