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there has to be something wrong with me. i keep complaining about how sean wont even attempt any sexual contact unless he is drunk. and yet i still cant seem to get it to change. he says it cuz of the baby but really if it bothered him that much then he wouldnt have sex with me at all. how am i suppose to feel like a woman when i have do get my man drunk fr him to want to touch me. thats not right. i dont know if its cuz i dont look the same anymore since i am 6 months preggo. i dont know if it means our relationship is fallin apart and im only around cuz its routine. we use to be all over each other. i mean sex like 2 3 times a day. now im likey if i get it in the same month. whenever he wants it and i dont he doesnt give up til i give it up. but if i do the same thing to him i get left stranded and he is annoyed. i have needs to and all i want is some sexual attention. its not like i can go somewhere else and get it. what am i to do just forget that im horney. he knew all day that i wanted sex and i was pratically throwin myself at him. but he needed to shower and he never did. he still hasnt. i swear he didnt get in the shower so he wouldnt have to fuck me.