Hey Alex I know we haven't talked in a while. I had the same problem as you, notice the fact I'm not at ghs anymore. Well atleast for just this year, I might be actually coming back to ghs sometime this year, if not than next. But don't be so hard on yourself its not as bad as it seems. I had to deal with the same thing, since I'm going to watkinson for now and all. I'm still dealing with it and its extremley hard on me. Not being able to see your friends, different surroudings the whole deal. But I've been able to get used to my new surroundings and have made new friends. Odivosly I didn't replace my old ones, I get to see them lots. I hang out with alot of my ghs buds all the time, and I manage to sneak into ghs happenings alot (since I still have my ID and all =) good idea for you too). I found this out over the summer and it felt like my world was going to fall apart, I didn't know what to think. I was scared and confused and thought all my friends and my relationship was going to go down the drain. But I was very wrong, I still keep in touch with all my friends and my relationship is doing awesome. Just do really well this year and maybe your parents will let you go back to ghs. In a way I think a little break from ghs is what I needed, I praticly have straight A's now because of it. But the fact is yes at times I'm miserable inside, I'm sick of commuiting and taking a bus everyday, getting home late. I'm very sick of it actually. But its life and I mananged to screw up some of my grades so I have to suffer. But i'll be back and ghs soon, and you should try the same. Just keep intouch with friends & teachers. Hang out around ghs alot, and sneak into some ghs happenigs. Just hang out and be yourself with your friends, thats what I do and it works perfectly. Don't worry you will get threw this, I have to go threw the same thing.
Lots of love. call me if you really need to talk about it, I know what your going threw trust me.
But don't be so hard on yourself its not as bad as it seems. I had to deal with the same thing, since I'm going to watkinson for now and all. I'm still dealing with it and its extremley hard on me. Not being able to see your friends, different surroudings the whole deal. But I've been able to get used to my new surroundings and have made new friends. Odivosly I didn't replace my old ones, I get to see them lots. I hang out with alot of my ghs buds all the time, and I manage to sneak into ghs happenings alot (since I still have my ID and all =) good idea for you too).
I found this out over the summer and it felt like my world was going to fall apart, I didn't know what to think. I was scared and confused and thought all my friends and my relationship was going to go down the drain. But I was very wrong, I still keep in touch with all my friends and my relationship is doing awesome.
Just do really well this year and maybe your parents will let you go back to ghs. In a way I think a little break from ghs is what I needed, I praticly have straight A's now because of it. But the fact is yes at times I'm miserable inside, I'm sick of commuiting and taking a bus everyday, getting home late. I'm very sick of it actually. But its life and I mananged to screw up some of my grades so I have to suffer. But i'll be back and ghs soon, and you should try the same.
Just keep intouch with friends & teachers. Hang out around ghs alot, and sneak into some ghs happenigs. Just hang out and be yourself with your friends, thats what I do and it works perfectly. Don't worry you will get threw this, I have to go threw the same thing.
Lots of love. call me if you really need to talk about it, I know what your going threw trust me.
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