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so last night courtney & rachel came to get me & maria. we went to rachels sisters house. then to rachels house and talked to her parents for a little bit. then we went over joe latches .. kev was there. we all left and went to go get something. then we all just showed up at steves house .. it was me maria courtney rachel joe kev ralph joey tim and steve. we were outside. so a few of us smoked a blunt. then we just chilled for a little or w/e. i felt like a fuckin 12 yr old. like seriously, who does that? hm then us girls left & went to taco bell and then me and maria came home. i was thinkin last night & even tho im out doin whatever, gettin with whoever ... i still compare EVERYONE to him. and its such a bad thing to do. kissin other boys, i think of him. had a dream about him last night. i should be well over it, i think i am. but the memories are still there... & thats sumthin that just wont go away .. i dont know. i wish we were at least friends.