"Once more i look into your eyes and feel love"

[shorterthanu]

hey whats going on? I have good news...and some bad news...The good news is that Nicole and Gina broke up...Nicole told Gina she wuznt inlove with her anymore and she hasnt been for awhile she felt bad so she stayed with her...She didnt tell her the other reason she broke up with her either...Well my g/f is on Vacation i havent talked 2 her since Sunday....Im really feeling like shit cuz my heart is somewhere else...I feel bad cuz shes so into me and i think were just better off as friends liking one another...and shes moving anywayz..i gotta talk 2 her about this...I tryed to fight the feelings i have for Nicole and not exspress them but when she came over 2 me and told me 2 feel her hands i looked down and didnt see the ring anymore i got so excited...I started shaking...and i seen Nicole shaking...In her eyes i looked and she wuz just speaking 2 me in ways ive never seen...later on that night i went on a delivery with her she wanted me 2 come and not go home.So i did...She told me that it wuznt right for her 2 stay with Gina cuz all she could do wuz think about me ...she said everytime she told her she loved her it just doesnt feel right anymore....<3...Everything that comes outa her mouth is so amazing....Then after that day ended and i went home it wuz like 10:30 Nicole called from Dominos and shes like "i just wanted to tell you goodnight" :):)..that made my sleep better.....then the next day witch wuz yesterday i got home from school and walked my dog in the backyard...i got a voicemail on my phone i dunno why it didnt ring it wuz Nicole, she wuz at a payphone by my house she wuz wondering why i didnt answer the door....im like i wuz outside ...<3 she came 2 my house i guess and rang the door bell and i didnt hear it so she called my cell wondering where i wuz..She told me she really wanted 2 see me so i drove the the shell station cuz her car is broken...and i took her 2 eat lunch and get some oil for her car...then went back 2 my house then left again 2 take her 2 her car...Itz broken..and i would give anything in the world 2 get her a new car cuz her car alwayz brakes...so since her car wuz broke she worked inside all night at Dominos with me then she wanted 2 come over so at about 8:00 we went 2 my house and stayed there till 10:15 then i took her back 2 Dominos...we did r thing and said r cya laters......I feel bad cuz itz not right 2 Ashley but were so much better off as friends...i rushed into it and itz my fault ....i just hope we can stay friends cuz i really wanna................well 2day is thursday and i know itz gonna suck cuz i dont work and wont see Nicole........................

"You dunno it but i love u"