what a week
Well lets see I started of the week with a lovely trip to the hospital, that was a load of fun, I was getting blood drawn from me every day, and people poking me in places I would much rather not be poked. but I'm ok now, I had someing on my ovary that busrt and hurt pretty damn bad, hopefully it doesn't happen again thats all I have to say. so I am playing catch up in a bunch of my classes, and not having much fun while I am at it. I just want this semester to be over, it seems like it has been the semester from hell, nothing really seems to go right at all, and I am not really excited about next semester either I am taking 6 classes and two of them are art classes 2 of them are psych classes and I have to take computers which really sucks and I have to take my pathway where I have to write a script. As you can tell I am in for a lot of work, and I am not too sure if it is all worth it. I am kinda second guessing this school thing I know in the long run it will be worth it, but I hate all the papers and time consuming work, really is it all worth having my name on a peice of paper, when I am just going to have to go another school and put my name on another peice of paper that is a little bit more significant than the last one. So what! really! ugh! I mean is it really worth putting all that effort into anything! I spend to much time doing stuff for other people and putting more effort into other people than I do into myself and once again I get no where I am wondering if it is all really worth the stress..... sure school and peers will make me happy at some point but I just don't know if it is worth all the stress now. Ugh I don't know! I'm going to bed I guess maybe I will feel differently in the morning!