Nov 18, 2004 22:51
Ok so I had an ok day, but tonight royally sucked. I have decided that I hate people. honestly people really need to learn how to grow up and be mature, cause it gets really annoying. I am sick and tired of seeing guys walk around with pants around thier damn ankles, and shirts and sweatshirts too big for thier damn body, and little fucking slutty girls following behind them wondering when it is their turn to suck his dick! seriously grow the fuck up and live your life, there is no need to be assholes and bitches. So what mummy and daddy have enough money to get you whatever you want I could give 2 shits, people really need to have some maners. UGH! I don't know why I care so much I wish I could blow it off like most people, but of course I have to take it to heart. I wish I had no emotion, then I wouldn't care, I wouldn't hurt, I wouldn't cry, I wouldn't laugh (then I wouldn't get made fun of), Hell I could act like any other college student with out a care in the world and wouldn't care who they hurt in the process of living "their" precious lives.... man if only I could do that. Hmm maybe I would fit in! Once again I am pissed off and I am turning to this journal.... I really need to find something a bit more constructive that I am some what good at.... Fuck me!