I will never forget you.
if the good die young the best surely leave us early
having a hard time coping but you dont wanna see us mopin
im hopin - you watchin our skies watching our weather
watching our backs since nobody does it better
putting us first - even when your times were worse
treated us like a blessing we were never a curse
my lips pursed - thinking bout you in a hearse
soul searching it aint working thoughts incredibly terse
all the things we didnt get to do - watch anime
at the mandelay pullin slots calling shots
eating tamago in tokyo - mush mushi
two rings on the cell and were chewing on some sushi
im choosy bout the company i like to keep
the only one on my buddy list who also didnt sleep
love you sean know you staring down from the stars
watch me mulligan my hand until i cop the best cards
still would never beat you even with the red and green
couldnt come close when you played that sliver queen
i mean - god damn sean you touched us
never even thought that death would brush us
young - whole life ahead - cute lil asians -
domestic rice to mash on - wrench in the equation
heard a joke today and i cant share it with you
3am no one to talk to i cant bear it miss you
i need a tissue all the people here we wish youd
walk through the door with your hair wed kiss you
lifes too short - often repeated but we never believe
till it bites us - too late - and now we grieve
putting up crosses - mourning our losses
beating ourselves up over whatever the cause is
know you could get anything from me
just ask playa and ill fax it upstairs
might not mean much but we were all impressed
success from gateway to wide open west
promising future yet you carried so much stress
the weight of the world now in peace you rest
i contest anyone that didnt know sean in flesh
would mesh - instantly with his hairy chest
the very best - feel like its some scary test
being measured to a man with so much zest
pick anyone up when they stayed depressed
constantly obsess over happiness and jest
i digress - sean was the man in this mess
this world full of pain and the ugliness
proud to call you my friend and i'm glad that i knew ya
break yoself foo see ya soon nukka boo ya
sean, i still can't believe that you're gone
why'd you leave?
but i'll keep you in my heart, rest in peace
and i swear i'm not selfish as i write this
but i'm angry that you're taken from my life kid
a bright light gone and you know that's got me stressed
when i said i loved you, i never meant to death
words can't express how i feel without you by my side
in my ride, break beats, always down to take a drive
head to the dirty, to get drunk over magic and graphics
i talked too much trash and you had my ass kicked
but you never hesitated for a sec to put me first
made me smile when i thought it couldn't get any worse
and when things fell silent, bust out the beat box|
techno style on the block, bust a move, bust a pop
now tears fall as i sit, i try not to get upset
knowing that you touched every single person that you met
we talked about our future, plans to get that green
and adjust your wheel and your seat for that lean
and just for that minute ran game for the springs
and we couldn't be stopped, for that minute we were kings
i hope you keep an eye on me now
like you did when you were here, made a smile from my frown
i'd do anything to get you back, sean, and i mean this
watch you drive my car again leavin marks on the street, kid
and i miss yakiniku with the street crew
i know we never said it, but man we need you
it's hard to cope but god knows that i'm trying
and i know you upstairs clownin' me cause i'm cryin
i just never fully knew what you meant to me sean
cause i didn't know what i had and now your gone
man, it's far too easy to take friends for granted
but you never did always cherished what you had
never concerned about what others would think
just concerned about fun, and friends, and some drink
and i wish we could still talk about this and that
and hear you say something dumb because you wanted me to laugh
swift with the quick wit, no doubt you were gifted
love, speed, and happiness: i know that you lived it
and your life? what did it amount to?
respect. even haters said good things about you
one of these days we'll still carry out our plan
when i'm done hit up japan. no unagi for the man
and i'll still say korea is the tightest
and we tight like brothers, i swear i'm part irish
i can see your face, hear your voice in detail
as i reminisce with the likes of pete rock and c.l.
i'll keep in my heart, the day you departed
meet me at the gates so we can finish what we started
Thank you for everything, Sean. You know I love you. I will never forget. Ever. <3 I love you so much.
We got a small group together tonight at his site. It was amazing. We smiled and enjoyed all the small quirks about Sean. I stayed after everyone left and laid my roses in a circle and put a stuffed animal in the middle. Though I did not leave a note this year, I know he knows what I'm thinking. He took my last two notes, all the flowers I've given him.. and all he's left is an empty bottle of jameson. I love you, Sean. Unfortunately, more than I showed. I know you listen to me talk to you almost everyday and I thank you for partaking in my life. You have allowed me to meet some truly wonderful people. I love you <3<3
having a hard time coping but you dont wanna see us mopin
im hopin - you watchin our skies watching our weather
watching our backs since nobody does it better
putting us first - even when your times were worse
treated us like a blessing we were never a curse
my lips pursed - thinking bout you in a hearse
soul searching it aint working thoughts incredibly terse
all the things we didnt get to do - watch anime
at the mandelay pullin slots calling shots
eating tamago in tokyo - mush mushi
two rings on the cell and were chewing on some sushi
im choosy bout the company i like to keep
the only one on my buddy list who also didnt sleep
love you sean know you staring down from the stars
watch me mulligan my hand until i cop the best cards
still would never beat you even with the red and green
couldnt come close when you played that sliver queen
i mean - god damn sean you touched us
never even thought that death would brush us
young - whole life ahead - cute lil asians -
domestic rice to mash on - wrench in the equation
heard a joke today and i cant share it with you
3am no one to talk to i cant bear it miss you
i need a tissue all the people here we wish youd
walk through the door with your hair wed kiss you
lifes too short - often repeated but we never believe
till it bites us - too late - and now we grieve
putting up crosses - mourning our losses
beating ourselves up over whatever the cause is
know you could get anything from me
just ask playa and ill fax it upstairs
might not mean much but we were all impressed
success from gateway to wide open west
promising future yet you carried so much stress
the weight of the world now in peace you rest
i contest anyone that didnt know sean in flesh
would mesh - instantly with his hairy chest
the very best - feel like its some scary test
being measured to a man with so much zest
pick anyone up when they stayed depressed
constantly obsess over happiness and jest
i digress - sean was the man in this mess
this world full of pain and the ugliness
proud to call you my friend and i'm glad that i knew ya
break yoself foo see ya soon nukka boo ya
sean, i still can't believe that you're gone
why'd you leave?
but i'll keep you in my heart, rest in peace
and i swear i'm not selfish as i write this
but i'm angry that you're taken from my life kid
a bright light gone and you know that's got me stressed
when i said i loved you, i never meant to death
words can't express how i feel without you by my side
in my ride, break beats, always down to take a drive
head to the dirty, to get drunk over magic and graphics
i talked too much trash and you had my ass kicked
but you never hesitated for a sec to put me first
made me smile when i thought it couldn't get any worse
and when things fell silent, bust out the beat box|
techno style on the block, bust a move, bust a pop
now tears fall as i sit, i try not to get upset
knowing that you touched every single person that you met
we talked about our future, plans to get that green
and adjust your wheel and your seat for that lean
and just for that minute ran game for the springs
and we couldn't be stopped, for that minute we were kings
i hope you keep an eye on me now
like you did when you were here, made a smile from my frown
i'd do anything to get you back, sean, and i mean this
watch you drive my car again leavin marks on the street, kid
and i miss yakiniku with the street crew
i know we never said it, but man we need you
it's hard to cope but god knows that i'm trying
and i know you upstairs clownin' me cause i'm cryin
i just never fully knew what you meant to me sean
cause i didn't know what i had and now your gone
man, it's far too easy to take friends for granted
but you never did always cherished what you had
never concerned about what others would think
just concerned about fun, and friends, and some drink
and i wish we could still talk about this and that
and hear you say something dumb because you wanted me to laugh
swift with the quick wit, no doubt you were gifted
love, speed, and happiness: i know that you lived it
and your life? what did it amount to?
respect. even haters said good things about you
one of these days we'll still carry out our plan
when i'm done hit up japan. no unagi for the man
and i'll still say korea is the tightest
and we tight like brothers, i swear i'm part irish
i can see your face, hear your voice in detail
as i reminisce with the likes of pete rock and c.l.
i'll keep in my heart, the day you departed
meet me at the gates so we can finish what we started
Thank you for everything, Sean. You know I love you. I will never forget. Ever. <3 I love you so much.
We got a small group together tonight at his site. It was amazing. We smiled and enjoyed all the small quirks about Sean. I stayed after everyone left and laid my roses in a circle and put a stuffed animal in the middle. Though I did not leave a note this year, I know he knows what I'm thinking. He took my last two notes, all the flowers I've given him.. and all he's left is an empty bottle of jameson. I love you, Sean. Unfortunately, more than I showed. I know you listen to me talk to you almost everyday and I thank you for partaking in my life. You have allowed me to meet some truly wonderful people. I love you <3<3