Repressed.
When the evening falls and the daylight is fading,
from within me calls - could it be I am sleeping?
For a moment I stray, then it holds me completely.
close to home - I cannot say.
close to home feeling so far away.
As I walk there before me a shadow
from another world, where no other can follow.
carry me to my own, to where I can cross over...
close to home - I cannot say.
close to home feeling so far away.
Forever searching; never right,
I am lost in oceans of night.
Forever hoping I can find memories.
those memories I left behind.
Even though I leave will I go on believing
that this time is real - am I lost in this feeling?
Like a child passing through, never knowing the reason.
I am home - I know the way.
I am home - feeling oh, so far away.
I would like this song to be played at my funeral. It's called "Evening Falls" by Enya off her Watermark CD. Whilst listening to this CD at work, I incarnated this funeralistic idea. Now, please do not misconstrue this as I'd like to die anything, just simply stating what song I like! ^_^
Life -- ahh, that peregrination through the midst of time. Surprisingly, it's going unexpectedly well. Dan stands to truly be the love of my life. Our uncelebrated six month marker was earlier this month. Rather breath-taking to think about how long we've been together and the very little amount of time we've been away from one another. I have never been treated so luxuriantly in my life. People around us even grasp the feeling between us. Andrea had a dream about Dan and I together, and Nicole (at work) dreamt about us getting married. In due time (hopefully before college starts up), we shall be living under one roof (meaning I have to get my damned license). I'm just so damn... happy! I couldn't dream about having anyone who could actually exceed what Dan has proven to be. Lucky is a suitable word for me.
Work! Between the two jobs, I'm enjoying the glorious Radiology and Imaging Consultants compared to the lewd crowd at Auntie Anne's. Oh well, I'm getting a check every week (alternating jobs). I'm actually getting 40 (if I don't choose to work overtime everyday) hours a week at RIC. Auntie Anne's has succumbed to being the same old nothing-to-look-forward-to workplace. I'm overzealous that I only work there on Saturdays. Granted, I only get one day off a week, I don't really mind. It helps keep my ever wandering mind occupied pro tem.
The "C" word, that's right, COLLEGE. It starts basically in a month. I'm overwrought of how things will turn out to be. The 20th (August) is my last day at Auntie Anne's and then I switch to part-time at RIC. School starts the 22nd, and I have the classes from hell my first semester. I HATE math and I HATE chemistry. Chemistry will be the main course to focus on, as it has labs every Tuesday, along with the class. Then, my third class is Bio, which has labs every Tuesday, along with the class. I'd like to go back to the college and find all my classes the week or so prior to school beginning so I don't look like too much of a dumbass. I took a light load my first semester because I need to study for those courses, as two of them are my worst.
I'm so side tracked right now, I think I'm done for the moment!
Have a great weekend! <3
from within me calls - could it be I am sleeping?
For a moment I stray, then it holds me completely.
close to home - I cannot say.
close to home feeling so far away.
As I walk there before me a shadow
from another world, where no other can follow.
carry me to my own, to where I can cross over...
close to home - I cannot say.
close to home feeling so far away.
Forever searching; never right,
I am lost in oceans of night.
Forever hoping I can find memories.
those memories I left behind.
Even though I leave will I go on believing
that this time is real - am I lost in this feeling?
Like a child passing through, never knowing the reason.
I am home - I know the way.
I am home - feeling oh, so far away.
I would like this song to be played at my funeral. It's called "Evening Falls" by Enya off her Watermark CD. Whilst listening to this CD at work, I incarnated this funeralistic idea. Now, please do not misconstrue this as I'd like to die anything, just simply stating what song I like! ^_^
Life -- ahh, that peregrination through the midst of time. Surprisingly, it's going unexpectedly well. Dan stands to truly be the love of my life. Our uncelebrated six month marker was earlier this month. Rather breath-taking to think about how long we've been together and the very little amount of time we've been away from one another. I have never been treated so luxuriantly in my life. People around us even grasp the feeling between us. Andrea had a dream about Dan and I together, and Nicole (at work) dreamt about us getting married. In due time (hopefully before college starts up), we shall be living under one roof (meaning I have to get my damned license). I'm just so damn... happy! I couldn't dream about having anyone who could actually exceed what Dan has proven to be. Lucky is a suitable word for me.
Work! Between the two jobs, I'm enjoying the glorious Radiology and Imaging Consultants compared to the lewd crowd at Auntie Anne's. Oh well, I'm getting a check every week (alternating jobs). I'm actually getting 40 (if I don't choose to work overtime everyday) hours a week at RIC. Auntie Anne's has succumbed to being the same old nothing-to-look-forward-to workplace. I'm overzealous that I only work there on Saturdays. Granted, I only get one day off a week, I don't really mind. It helps keep my ever wandering mind occupied pro tem.
The "C" word, that's right, COLLEGE. It starts basically in a month. I'm overwrought of how things will turn out to be. The 20th (August) is my last day at Auntie Anne's and then I switch to part-time at RIC. School starts the 22nd, and I have the classes from hell my first semester. I HATE math and I HATE chemistry. Chemistry will be the main course to focus on, as it has labs every Tuesday, along with the class. Then, my third class is Bio, which has labs every Tuesday, along with the class. I'd like to go back to the college and find all my classes the week or so prior to school beginning so I don't look like too much of a dumbass. I took a light load my first semester because I need to study for those courses, as two of them are my worst.
I'm so side tracked right now, I think I'm done for the moment!
Have a great weekend! <3