Wondering....
So I've been thinking alot lately. Maybe even doubting a little. I pray for all of these things to go right. And it seems that the worst things possible come out of it. And it's not selfish things for myself. No. They are just simple prayers from me for other people. Like someone who is sick, certain situations. Oh well I guess I'll just have to keep on with it and eventually something will turn out. I can't believe that Jody's gone. My heart sinks everytime I hear something about soldiers from Plant City on the news. My stomach just gets in knots. And then I got that message from Nash. It sucks so much. But in my eyes he's a hero and far better, and braver than I ever could be. I just wish that this world would somehow change. Just over night. I wish that all the hatred would just go away and that people could just accept people for who they are. But that's just a dream, because when I wake up in the morning, this earth will be exactly the same. Sad.