Jul 28, 2004 19:52
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Everything is sooooooooo confusing. I have no clue what is going on. I am sooooooooo mad and confused and frustrated. OMFG. Okay Im better now. Not really but Im gonna change the subject. I dont think we are going to Oxnard. I hope not. I wouldnt be able to handle it. I really hate the beach. So there would be nothing good for me there. Anyways, It seems like this summer is going by way too fast. Chris and I are good. It was 4 months on Tuesday! =) I really do love him. Its hard being with someone all of the time though. Im glad that I do though.
Anyways, have you ever loved someone so much that when you arent with them you call them jsut to tell them that you love them? I just had a sudden urge to tell Chris that I love him. Maybe I will call him.
Michelle- Well since you decided to log off of aim while i was talking to you i figured Id finish telling you what I was saying. You know what is funny? I dont even know krystale personally and the other day she commented on my lj and it made me happy i dont know why but it did. i guess that it was just the fact that someone had commented. she seems like a kewl person. maybe one day when we actually hang out I can meet her. Ionno just a thought. why did bradly want to do that?
well I called chris.....no answer. He is probably bbqin' =( oh well he will be home soon =) Last night Chris called me just to tell me that he found a song that he wanted me to here. It was Ginuwine My whole life. Here are the lyrics :Oh, hey
Oh, yeah, oh, yeah
To you
Mmm mmm mmm
Oh, yeah, babe
My whole life has changed
Since you came in, I knew back then
You were that special one
I'm so in love, so deep in love
You make my life complete
You are so sweet, no one competes
Glad you came into my life
You blind me with your love, with you I have no sight
Girl, you open me, I'm wide open
And I'm doing things I never do
But I feel so good, I feel so good
Why it takes so long for me finding you
This is my story and I'm telling you
It's not fiction, it's surely a fact
Without you right here having my back
I really don't know just where I'd be at
My whole life has changed (My whole life has changed)
Since you came in, I knew back then (Ooh oh)
You were that special one (You were that)
I'm so in love, so deep in love
You make my life complete (You make, make my life complete)
You are so sweet (Oh, oh), no one competes
Glad you came into my life (Ooh)
You blind me with your love, with you I have no sight
I analyzed myself, I was buck wild
Never thought about settling down
But all the time I knew I was ready
But not with all my friends around
But girl, I put you first now (I put you first now)
You made me, helped mould me (Helped mould me, baby)
Turned me into a man, I'm so responsible
And I owe it all to you
My whole life has changed (My whole life has changed)
Since you came in, I knew back then (Oh, oh)
You were that special one (You were that special one)
I'm so in love, so deep in love (Oh, oh, oh)
You make my life complete (You make my life complete)
You are so sweet, no one competes
Glad you came into my life (So glad you came in)
You blind me with your love (Blind me, baby)
With you I have no sight
{God has blessed me} God has blessed me, baby
Girl, He was good to me when He sent you
{I'm so happy, baby}
I'm so happy, I'm so happy, baby, oh, yes, baby
{Share my world} Come and share my world, baby
Oh whoa yeah yeah
{I'm so in love} I'm so in love
I'm addicted to your love, baby, yeah
My whole life has changed (Oh, yes, I am)
Since you came in, I knew back then (Ooh)
You were that special one (You were that very, very special one)
I'm so in love (You were that very, very special one)
So deep in love
You make my life complete (You make my life complete)
You are so sweet (Yes, you did, baby), no one competes
(No one competes, oh)
Glad you came into my life
You blind me with your love (Come on)
With you I have no sight
My whole life has changed (My whole life has changed)
Since you came in, I knew back then
(You made a difference in my life)
You were that special one
(I knew you were that special one)
I'm so in love, so deep in love
(When I first laid eyes on you, babe)
You make my life complete
(You make my life complete)
You are so sweet, no one competes (No one competes, baby)
Glad you came into my life
You blind me with your love
With you I have no sight (Come on)
My whole life has changed (Oh whoa whoa whoa)
Since you came in, I knew back then
Anyways, I thought it was sweet and I wanted to share it with anyone who actually reads my LJ. Well I just called Chris again and he finally answered. I told him I loved him, but I couldnt talk on the phone cuz Im gonna be packing as soon as I finish this and he said 'Okay love you too. Call me later'
He is so sweet. Anyways, now Im going to go pack. I will talk to you later.