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[shortcake123]

I am in a really good mood today. I dont know why, but I am in a really good mood. Of course it could get better, but the day is only half over, well kinda, but it isnt all the way over so it could get better. I am so ready for summer. I hate going to school. I dont know what to do about Ryan. He keeps mailing me letters from juvi saying that he misses me and he would "kill to have me back in his arms" and he would never do anything to hurt me again, and blah, blah, blah, blah fuckin blah. It is starting to piss me off because I have told him in every letter and when he called that I am with Chris and he needs to quit saying that kinda shit, but it doesnt seem to phase him. I dont know what to do. any ideas?
I still want to be friends with him, but I want him to know that it will never be the same between him and I and that I am with Chris now. Anyways, I hope that I get to go with Chris at the end of May. It is kinda up to my sister since it is over her bday, but I think she is going to my dads for her bday, and if she is then I will for sure be able to go. Ionno though. It is going to be a long ass drive. 7 hours!!! but it would all be worth it. I havent been camping in so long, and it would be so much funn if I was with him. Plus I like his family so I wont mind being around them for 5 days. well Im gonna go, if I think of more things to write about then I will.