Aug 18, 2004 23:33
today was the first time in a while that i've reached "The Depression" these times suck, i mean i thought i was through w/ it...
i feel unloved for some reason...
why?
...
cutting's not helping, drinking ain't, antibiotics ain't, i guess since i've grown to do them for fun and art, i jess don't feel good doing em when i'm depressed. life sux...
i wish i was dead