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I've done it...I've really blown it this time. I mean, I couldn't stay in that relationship, I was completely miserable. But unlike all the other times when I was absolutely sure that things would continue normally and I'd find someone else eventually, I really don't think that that's going to happen this time. And besides that, I'm not really sure if I want another relationship. I've been hurt too much and I can't handle being hurt anymore...