I am sooooo stupid
Well, I feel really...uhh...I don't really know what to feel. I am sorry for being so annoying to everyone. I was really imature at times, but, I blame that on the fact that I never got to be a kid, I had to "Grow up and face reality" when I was three, while my parents were beating eachother up and I was scared of my dad and I had no one to run to or to be loved by. I finally was able to "warm up" to people and, well, I was rejected once again. the only difference is that this time, I was stupid enough to think the people accually cared about me. STUPID ME!! Well, some of you do, I guess, I will try not to get so close to people anymore...if I can help it.