Help me
Ok so, what has been up with me lately.... pretty much nothing. Me and Lee have gone to see a bunch of movies, and some of them were pretty good.... dont go see Land of the Dead cuz it sux. NE way... I feel like Im a stay at home wife right about now, cuz he goes to work just about everyday, goes home to take a shower and then comes over to see me. And the scary thing is, I actually like it.
About school... I have to go to Durham Tech which is most def not my first choice. But if I get good grades and we have to money I only have to stay there for a year then I get to go to Liberty. Me and Lee have said that if we dont gt married by Sep of your junior year, we're just gonna go to city hall or whatever and get married without the wedding, cuz we cant wait 5 years to get married.
So I started telling Lee yesturday about me and Leighton, and how we started and how we ended, and it reminded me how much I hated him. And honestly, sometimes I miss it..... for some reason I want to be womanized and taken advantage of, and I havent quite figured out why yet. I love attention, and I never got any with them... and I hate being taken advantage of, and thats all my life was with him and pretty much ever other guy I've ever been with besides Lee. I miss Ryan and Cody and Seth and Leighton and Mackey, and I miss not doing ne thing with john.... so can someone please explain WHY I do this....?
About school... I have to go to Durham Tech which is most def not my first choice. But if I get good grades and we have to money I only have to stay there for a year then I get to go to Liberty. Me and Lee have said that if we dont gt married by Sep of your junior year, we're just gonna go to city hall or whatever and get married without the wedding, cuz we cant wait 5 years to get married.
So I started telling Lee yesturday about me and Leighton, and how we started and how we ended, and it reminded me how much I hated him. And honestly, sometimes I miss it..... for some reason I want to be womanized and taken advantage of, and I havent quite figured out why yet. I love attention, and I never got any with them... and I hate being taken advantage of, and thats all my life was with him and pretty much ever other guy I've ever been with besides Lee. I miss Ryan and Cody and Seth and Leighton and Mackey, and I miss not doing ne thing with john.... so can someone please explain WHY I do this....?