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All i do is cry. and get yelled at. I need a cigarette. I realize I suck at life, so why won't they just leave me alone????
I miss chelsea and Tevin.
I can't wait to go to florida.
I have a new curfew of 11 now. woot. Michele i hope you burn in hell.
In the last two days i have made both my parents cry. I suck at life. A lot.
I finally told my mom I didn't like her. Now they want me to be in "family counsiling" FUCK THAT.
I don't want to go to college anymore. I don't want it to turn me into a bitter Know it all like someone I know is. I can't wait till I can move out. I need a job. Or someone who is willing to put up with me for free.
Jon offered for me to move to North Carolina with him. Im really thinking about it.
Student loans can suck my asshole.
I don't have a car, which leaves me jobless, and moneyless, and boyfriendless, and friendless. which leaves me to sit here with my parents that just make me cry.
I hate Michele.
I hate michele.
Did I mention I REALLY hate michele???
Oh i also really need a cigarette, but i have no money and no job since my car is getting fixed.
I have not left my room in the last two days except to get the essentials. *Example- I left my room 4 hours ago for about 5 minutes to get something to eat.
My dad says that I don't do anything constructive with my time, that I don't care about my family, that I don't care about my self and that the only people I care about are my friends. I guess that has something to do with the fact that those are the only people I like.
All I do is listen to the Rocket summer. Sometimes they make me cry.
Im really considering going back to John Glenn, then I remember why I left and I change my mind. I feel like im missing out on my "high school expierence" then i just think of all the people who hate me there and probably think im a crackhead and I don't even wanna look back.
I hate it when you have nothing else better to do but stalk people on myspace. Then it just makes you realize how much of a loser you are because you look at thier fun and exciting life and it makes you feel fucked up and worthless.
My parents think I party to much. I don't party. I stay the night at my boyfriends, and we occasionally drink, he passes out, and I stay up watching "the new guy" in french.
I want to go bowling. But have no money, no friends to bowl with, nor a car to get there.
Im done rambeling.
I miss chelsea and Tevin.
I can't wait to go to florida.
I have a new curfew of 11 now. woot. Michele i hope you burn in hell.
In the last two days i have made both my parents cry. I suck at life. A lot.
I finally told my mom I didn't like her. Now they want me to be in "family counsiling" FUCK THAT.
I don't want to go to college anymore. I don't want it to turn me into a bitter Know it all like someone I know is. I can't wait till I can move out. I need a job. Or someone who is willing to put up with me for free.
Jon offered for me to move to North Carolina with him. Im really thinking about it.
Student loans can suck my asshole.
I don't have a car, which leaves me jobless, and moneyless, and boyfriendless, and friendless. which leaves me to sit here with my parents that just make me cry.
I hate Michele.
I hate michele.
Did I mention I REALLY hate michele???
Oh i also really need a cigarette, but i have no money and no job since my car is getting fixed.
I have not left my room in the last two days except to get the essentials. *Example- I left my room 4 hours ago for about 5 minutes to get something to eat.
My dad says that I don't do anything constructive with my time, that I don't care about my family, that I don't care about my self and that the only people I care about are my friends. I guess that has something to do with the fact that those are the only people I like.
All I do is listen to the Rocket summer. Sometimes they make me cry.
Im really considering going back to John Glenn, then I remember why I left and I change my mind. I feel like im missing out on my "high school expierence" then i just think of all the people who hate me there and probably think im a crackhead and I don't even wanna look back.
I hate it when you have nothing else better to do but stalk people on myspace. Then it just makes you realize how much of a loser you are because you look at thier fun and exciting life and it makes you feel fucked up and worthless.
My parents think I party to much. I don't party. I stay the night at my boyfriends, and we occasionally drink, he passes out, and I stay up watching "the new guy" in french.
I want to go bowling. But have no money, no friends to bowl with, nor a car to get there.
Im done rambeling.