Updates are nice
hmm, well break was okay I guess. Today was a snow day..sweet? Just some things that might be of interest to peo's..
Me and Steven are no longer a Me and steven. My fault? Not even. Yet again I fall for the lil shit head thats gonna cheat on me. pshhh. great. I'm sad yea, but theres nothing i can do about it. Im used to this kind of bullshit so im m o v i n g on [slowly]
Things with me and chel are uhhh...weird? It seems like over night she became hardcore Christian. Okay, cool. Good for you. It wouldn't really bother me if it wasn't PENACOSTAL (a.k.a. psycho). Her religion consists of the following...
- girls can't wear pants...only skirts that are down to thier toes...
- no dating
- boys girls cant hang out alone
- boys cant see girls in bathing suits or pajamas
- girls can't wear makeup or cut thier hair
- no watching bad movies..
- listening to bad music is a no no
- they speak in TONGUES...yes...tongues...I guess this is when they get god inside of them and they speak the language of the angels...and they usually start convulsing on the floor and crying when this happens. (psycho)
okay...fine you want to be crazy...then okay, but what PISSES me off to no extent is that they are telling michele she should stop hanging out with me becuase i am gettin the way with her walk with god. I don't think this is a religion...it is a cult and they brainwash everyone in it. Harsh..i don't give a fuck. And the thing is...i kno eventually she is just going to listen to them and just drop me. Becuase michele is very easily influenced.
Ya know what they leaves me with?? Nothing. Sure I have a few friends...but no more best friends. I lost all my friends... Amanda, Sara, Heather, Melissa, Stephenie (who i also lost becuase of that fucking church),Allison, Kara, all gone. Bye.
More than anything tho, I want to be friends with Amanda. Everyone tells me "oh your better off without her" I dont care that she talks shit about me now...I don't care. I just want my best friend back. No one has EVER been as close to me as she has. It just sucks cause there seems to not be one god damn thing i can do to fix that. I even have dreams that we are friends again. It's weird. I have at least 2 a week. I used to get sad when i had them, woke up and realized she wasn't my friend...now i look forward to them...becuase at least if we can't be friends i can dream about it.
okay...im out...im going to go hide now.