STRESSFUL DAY!!!
Need to vent...
Okay, first I will start off by saying, I HATE DRIVING. Well not really, but tonight...all I wanted to do was pull off the side of the road and never drive again.
FIRST OFF...im on my way back from Zacks...So i get on telegraph, i was going to take 94 west home...but there was a detour...oops my bad...i accidently got off on 94 EAST which took me to DETROIT...then I turned around and got lost on oakwood boulavard...So i finally find ecourse...then i see 94 west...YAY...this little sign tells me to turn...so i turn on this road THINKING it was a ramp...it was like up this hill thing...so i start speeding up thinking *oh you have to speed up on a ramp* MY MISTAKE...it wasn't the ramp just some dead end road that ended in a CLIFF...which i almost flew off of. So then i get back on 94...get to wayne road...lalala...I GET CUT OFF BY SOME ASS HOLE WHICH MADE ME HIT A FUCKING BARREL...no scratches or anything....so then i get on michigan ave and was in the right lane which i forgot got onto 275...and ended up on 275...GRRR...I HATE DRIVING....
SECOND THING THAT IM MAD ABOUT...Me...im mad at me. For Two reasons...
1.) Lately I have been REALLY mean to steven. Like unnecisarily mean. I mean...I do have my reasons.though they are not good ones. I guess I'm afriad to be nice becuase I don't want him to think he can take advantage of my niceness and walk all over me like Chris did. So im always mean to him..or I will not call him...just to piss him off. Things like that. WHY? Becuz im stupid. I don't want him to know how madly in love I am with him. I don't want him to think that I'm hooked and now he can just do whatever he wants...I dont want to go threw that shit again.
2.)I started talking to FAG kid again. But I stopped. But I feel REALLY guilty...I know I shouldn't have...becuase I DO NOT want to do ANYTHING to fuck things up with Steven..I love him to death...I just GRRR...Chris needs to fall off a cliff *like i almost did tonite*
THIRD THING THAT IM PISSED ABOUT..
DRAMA...I hate it. Everybody has so much DRAMA. GRAH...JUST STOP....But thats it....yeah im done bitching.
Okay, first I will start off by saying, I HATE DRIVING. Well not really, but tonight...all I wanted to do was pull off the side of the road and never drive again.
FIRST OFF...im on my way back from Zacks...So i get on telegraph, i was going to take 94 west home...but there was a detour...oops my bad...i accidently got off on 94 EAST which took me to DETROIT...then I turned around and got lost on oakwood boulavard...So i finally find ecourse...then i see 94 west...YAY...this little sign tells me to turn...so i turn on this road THINKING it was a ramp...it was like up this hill thing...so i start speeding up thinking *oh you have to speed up on a ramp* MY MISTAKE...it wasn't the ramp just some dead end road that ended in a CLIFF...which i almost flew off of. So then i get back on 94...get to wayne road...lalala...I GET CUT OFF BY SOME ASS HOLE WHICH MADE ME HIT A FUCKING BARREL...no scratches or anything....so then i get on michigan ave and was in the right lane which i forgot got onto 275...and ended up on 275...GRRR...I HATE DRIVING....
SECOND THING THAT IM MAD ABOUT...Me...im mad at me. For Two reasons...
1.) Lately I have been REALLY mean to steven. Like unnecisarily mean. I mean...I do have my reasons.though they are not good ones. I guess I'm afriad to be nice becuase I don't want him to think he can take advantage of my niceness and walk all over me like Chris did. So im always mean to him..or I will not call him...just to piss him off. Things like that. WHY? Becuz im stupid. I don't want him to know how madly in love I am with him. I don't want him to think that I'm hooked and now he can just do whatever he wants...I dont want to go threw that shit again.
2.)I started talking to FAG kid again. But I stopped. But I feel REALLY guilty...I know I shouldn't have...becuase I DO NOT want to do ANYTHING to fuck things up with Steven..I love him to death...I just GRRR...Chris needs to fall off a cliff *like i almost did tonite*
THIRD THING THAT IM PISSED ABOUT..
DRAMA...I hate it. Everybody has so much DRAMA. GRAH...JUST STOP....But thats it....yeah im done bitching.