Nov 20, 2005 12:07
bah... i just want to cry... i hate this... i hate it all... i visited western today, it was nice. i guess i could see myself there. but i didnt fall in love with the college. i really really want to go to a christian college, i cant shake it. i dont know what to do. so, im still comparing wayne and western. im really far behind in either college. that really sucks. and both require summer classes every summer. GRRRRR.... this makes me very mad.... am i NOT supposed to go into OT??? i cant believe im thinking this, but really.... what gives... i am so frustrated its not even funny. oh man... i want to burn something... need fire... fire makes me happy, i need to go make a large fire and stare at it as it engulfs something. so, maybe macomb?? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i need these stupid colleges to give me my credit evals to see where i stand as far as classes... i need to know quickly, but they say 4 weeks... I DONT HAVE 4 stupid weeks!!! ok, i know, i need to calm down... its not gonna happen right now...
it just makes me really frustrated, this has consumed my life for the last 3 weeks... i need a break, i need it all to be figgured out...
i think im gonna go have a little mental breakdown now... byebye