Jun 01, 2004 16:13
My baby thinks i want a ciggerette more than him when really i could never want anything more then him it hurts that he would even think that I love him so0o much and i dont want bein sad or mad so0o after this i dont care how insane i get no more ciggerettes for christen cause i love rich and im going to do anything in my power to make him happy inculding quit smoking no more when i ask tell me NO and yell at meh hit me or sumthin cause i could never want anything more than Richard hes my everything .... I feel so0o horriable that he thinks that god it depresses meh
Baby~ Dont let meh touch another ciggerette
God i hate myself now for even letting him have the slightest thought in his head about that :( well imma go i need to think about some things
I LOVE YOU RICHARD
And im Really Really Really Really Really Really Really sorry god my sorrys could go on forever