IT'S SO UPLIFTING FUCK YEAH

May 03, 2004 00:42

My mind has been out to sea for a while (good part of a year.) I brought this on myself. My thoughts have been in memories latley. Memories of when juice bottles worked as booze containers for walks to bordering neighborhoods. Last summer man. I miss the way things were this time last year. I can't belive I did some of the things I did to end up feeling like I've lost now. Just got distracted from myself. Wasted a lot of time and lost what I wanted. I thought I was winning then. Can I still win now...?

"There was a time when everything I did seemed second nature. There was a time when everything seemed free."

-Alkaline Trio

I want that back. The whole thing. * * * Dude, I tried to switch out my nose ring today and it started bleeding. It looked infected so I jet setted out to the Vertigo gallery to ask the guys what was wrong. They totally had to taper it open again and it hurt. Now I have a silver stud in my nose and silver ring that I can't wear until it heals up. * * *

"You started runnin' so I gave chase. How'd you get those saphires in your face?"

-N.E.R.D.

Driving around sucks now because I'm always looking for something. I find it every now and then but it's alway in the other lane. Everything I do seems like a waste of time because I'm not doing what I want to be doing. I'm always thinking about it all though. I can already tell the odds are stacked against me and everyone says "unlikley" but what else am I going to do? Now I know love leaves through the backyard.

Wonder if that plant is still growing still?

Cheers to unlikley odds,
ATOM of '03
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