Chicks before dicks or BRos before hoes???
well i have been thinking a lot about things. OK i really really like paul hes such a sweety but then i hate making jess feel weird. Jess is such a cool girl and i love being her friend but i sometimes wish paul wasnt her brother. i know she doesnt want to hear what all her brother does or all about him but sometimes things just come out and stuff and i feel so bad. I rather be jess's friend more then pauls girlfriend. but then i dont know what i'd do if paul wasnt. Life is good i love this feeling. but then i wish things were a little differnt. I cant go to jess's house or anything becuase of paul being there. so i guess that means more partys at my house. but i mean what the heck i love parties where my boyfriends there too so i dont know... ugg.. what to do? what to do? i love both of them i just hope it doesnt come to pick either or becuase that is gonna be one of the hardest deccisions i have to make......