Fuck.
I am so sick of this.
I don't want this anymore.
I just want this to go the hell away.
I don't want to feel guilty, and I don't want anyone else to feel guilty.
I want to scream, and I want to break things.
I want to take all of this out of the open.
I wish that this had never happened.
Once, just once I'd like a relationship that isn't comprimised with something this fucking gay. Because there is NOTHING that I can do about this anymore. I can't win. No one can win. I don't want this to be my problem anymore...I want this to go away. I hate this so much. I hate high school so much. I hate that we have to pretend like things don't bother us so that the other person doesn't worry more about us more than they have to. And I hate that we know when the other is doing so. I just want to be with you with no external complications...
-screams-
I don't want this anymore.
I just want this to go the hell away.
I don't want to feel guilty, and I don't want anyone else to feel guilty.
I want to scream, and I want to break things.
I want to take all of this out of the open.
I wish that this had never happened.
Once, just once I'd like a relationship that isn't comprimised with something this fucking gay. Because there is NOTHING that I can do about this anymore. I can't win. No one can win. I don't want this to be my problem anymore...I want this to go away. I hate this so much. I hate high school so much. I hate that we have to pretend like things don't bother us so that the other person doesn't worry more about us more than they have to. And I hate that we know when the other is doing so. I just want to be with you with no external complications...
-screams-