Achin'
You've probably already heard about the drama with TKB. It is amazing to me that I feel so much hate, I don't like using that word ever but all I can feel when I think (and cry) about him his hate. Isn't that terrible?? I don't like where I am at with this, I hope with time I'll calm down and forgive. I hate that I don't want to forgive him again. I haven't been going to church and today I thought maybe that's just what I needed to help me find forgiveness, but know what? I couldn't find it. I'm sure it was there and this isn't by any means anyone else's fault but my own, I don't think I was listening enough or I just didn't see it. I want to forgive and move on. And never hear from/see him again.
There's a silver lining in this mess, I know it...it's just going to take me some time to see it. Til then, mind the negativity.
There's a silver lining in this mess, I know it...it's just going to take me some time to see it. Til then, mind the negativity.