"We deceive ourselves when we fancy that only weakness needs support. Strength needs it far more."
"Think: all men make mistakes, but a good man yields when he knows his course is wrong, and repairs the evil: The only crime is pride"
well today and yesterday were def. not good..of course yesterday was v-day haha what a waste of time/money it was just like any other day accept all the im doing this and im doing that hah i went to the gym..fun..not actually it was a horrible practice i just didn't feel good at all and i've been really really stressed lately and just cried a lot and i was like God megan shut up uggg everyone thought i was mad at phil which is was partially that but really i dnt know just not a good day and then i got home from gym and was up until 12 15 or so doing some stupid friggin dbq and then my printer broke and i just wanted to sleep so i just like broke down yes the break downs are starting already and high school gym season hasn't even hit yet but yea then today i was so tired and still not feeling good ahh and 1st period i was just soo tired and then i got took out of class 2nd period for scheduling of course during calc and they took for flipping ever so i didn't know what i was doing and gave up and almost started crying b/c i was tired and frustrating..the rest of the day was a little better i'm just working tonight for julie so no gym practice thank goodness..i have been so down lately w/gym and school and college gymnastics and just everything i just want to give up..like i'm so stressed out lately, i have sooo much homework all the time plus gymnastics practice so i'm up until 12 or so every night and i'm always tired which makes me just not in a good mood plus i have all this stupid college stuff to think about all the time and im not doing that good at the gym and i know i'm not good enough for the schools i want to go to and it sucks it just sucks and i'm stressed about going to an expensive school how are we going to pay for it and high school gymnastics is coming up and ill have no time for schoolwork or anything and ugg im going crazy i dnt want to think about gymnastics or college anymore i just want to be done im sick of it arggg..i just wnat to go to sleep for a few months and wake up and already be in college lol ugg..well i have to go work for julie..its a one tree hill night yay!
well today and yesterday were def. not good..of course yesterday was v-day haha what a waste of time/money it was just like any other day accept all the im doing this and im doing that hah i went to the gym..fun..not actually it was a horrible practice i just didn't feel good at all and i've been really really stressed lately and just cried a lot and i was like God megan shut up uggg everyone thought i was mad at phil which is was partially that but really i dnt know just not a good day and then i got home from gym and was up until 12 15 or so doing some stupid friggin dbq and then my printer broke and i just wanted to sleep so i just like broke down yes the break downs are starting already and high school gym season hasn't even hit yet but yea then today i was so tired and still not feeling good ahh and 1st period i was just soo tired and then i got took out of class 2nd period for scheduling of course during calc and they took for flipping ever so i didn't know what i was doing and gave up and almost started crying b/c i was tired and frustrating..the rest of the day was a little better i'm just working tonight for julie so no gym practice thank goodness..i have been so down lately w/gym and school and college gymnastics and just everything i just want to give up..like i'm so stressed out lately, i have sooo much homework all the time plus gymnastics practice so i'm up until 12 or so every night and i'm always tired which makes me just not in a good mood plus i have all this stupid college stuff to think about all the time and im not doing that good at the gym and i know i'm not good enough for the schools i want to go to and it sucks it just sucks and i'm stressed about going to an expensive school how are we going to pay for it and high school gymnastics is coming up and ill have no time for schoolwork or anything and ugg im going crazy i dnt want to think about gymnastics or college anymore i just want to be done im sick of it arggg..i just wnat to go to sleep for a few months and wake up and already be in college lol ugg..well i have to go work for julie..its a one tree hill night yay!